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This is a very unaltered, very raw depiction of what happened to me and my daughter (from my journal written a few days after the attack).

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Amy writes at Love Protects..

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Thank you for sharing your story. It really touched me, and I am completely in awe of you. You are an amazing mother!

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I am so proud of you. You are sharing your story. You are letting me know other mother's, in their desire to protect their children, have let the same insane words be spoken.........even when there was nothing further from the truth.

Thank you for sharing.

How many times I remember telling my son, "It's OK, Mommy's OK" even as tears streamed down my face.

I am so proud of you.

That must have been unbelievably terrifying, I can't even begin to imagine. And you must have had immense presence of mind to prioritise keeping your daughter safe, figuring how best to do that, then actually fighting back. I'm in awe.

Keep believing in yourself. It will take time to process what happened to you, but you will recover. Thank you for sharing your story; I salute you.

I've thought about this all day long.

What Luna saw that day was that no matter what, you would protect her. She saw you put yourself between evil and her. She saw you take her to the safest place in your home for her to be. She will know that you fought. That you believe that you and she are worth fighting for and protecting.

Thank you for sharing this. You are so brave and strong.

I thought I had the words, you are an unbelievable brave fierce warrior woman, I got up and walked away from my computer, paced the house with chills running through my body after reading your story, I keep three guns @ hand, {legally} in my home and know that I would not have been able to reach them. Mother tigress to protect her young, you have my utmost respect, no words can ever convey. I went into law enforcement, probably because of what I went through as a child. I wish for you happiness, joy, blessings, healing and strength. I'm glad you got him good , as the officer said, and I cannot say here what I hope happens to him in prison. You are a true survivor, Luna is so fortunate to have you for a mother.

I'm so sorry for what that asshole did to you.. Your strength and bravery are admirable.

i have no words. no words to say what an amazing human being you are. this post literally took my breath away. you did the right thing, you did everything it took to survive. to keep your baby safe. you are a hero. thank you for being brave and sharing this story.

I can't begin to imagine how horrible this experience must have been for you and I am so sorry you had to go through it. You are so brave! The attack in and of itself would have been more than enough for anyone, much less trying to keep your 2-year-old safe during the ordeal.

I hope that a lengthy prison sentence is in his future and I won't verbalize what I hope happens to him during that stay.

I hope that you are able to find peace after this and don't allow this experience to close you to life's happier side. That would allow this brutal, vile man to rob you yet again. I hope that you can see that your survival and sharing will help others and find some good in that.

What you did was amazing. You are a brave woman and I am glad that you were able to keep Luna safe.

A quick death is too good for that criminal.

The strength you had then and the bravery you have now amaze me. Taking control and helping your daughter and protecting both of you from further harm took my breath away. I wish you both continued healing. Thank you for sharing your story here. I'm sure you have and will help more than you may ever know.

I'm so sorry this happened to you. You were really brave. God Bless you.

Oh my darling girl - I'm so so so so sorry this happened to you. I hope you have found some calm days with love and blessings to help you through this. I have had wonderful success with an energy healer to deal with trauma in case it's something you might consider. I'm sending you so much love and comfort and peace right now. Bless you and your wee one.

I can't even imagine the horror you've been through. And what bravery to keep it together and "get him good". Kudos for your strong and brave reaction. You are the best momma Luna could ever want. Sending some sunshine...

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OMG I am so sorry to read what you and your daughter have been through

Thank you for being so brave. Your story is shocking, but it's real and it needs to be told. I will pray for healing and strength for you, your daughter, and your family.

Amy, you are so amazing and brave. I'm glad you got him, too, that you survived, that you told your story here and on your blog.

You are a very brave and strong woman. I'm glad you fought back and got him out of the house and away from any further harm to you or your daughter.

It's a shame that we have to live in a world where answering the door or a kind gesture can turn so violent - but you sharing your story shows that there are more important forces at work - love of family and self to make it thru such an ordeal.

I hope peace finds you both.

WOW! What a horrible story! You are an amazingly strong, brave woman. God bless you and your daughter.

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Love to you and Luna.

Amy, you are extremely strong. I read your story then went to your blog and read the whole thing. I have not shed so many tears for someone I don't even know. Your story is so encouraging and inspiring. The way that you had to go on for your little girl. You and Luna will always be in my prayers

I am so sorry. So very sorry. I have tears streaming down my face for you, and I am so very sorry.

Thank you for sharing your story here, Amy. I am in awe of your strength and courage. You are an outstanding mother to Luna.

All my love to you.

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Errr, crap, I meant "And so do you". You matter no matter what, not because of what happened to you. Sorry for the typo :( Darn it.

Wow, Amy. You are brilliantly smart and amazingly brave. You had so much sense, you kept your head during such a terrible ordeal. I am in awe of your presence of mind. And the aftermath, the panic attacks, the hell? I hear you. 100% I hear you. Sending you much love. Thank you SO much for telling your story. It matters so, so much. And so you do. ~Susan

Amy, your strength, just wow. I have never commented here before, but the guts you showed both that day and in writing this demanded no less. You have my utmost respect.

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Amy, I almost didn't read your post because of the trigger warning but your name kept staring at me from my reader and I read because you were brave enough to write.
You brave, amazing woman. You protected your daughter and you got the bastard. I am so proud of you and in awe of your courage. Thank you for having the strength to share what I still can't.

I don't have any words, just tears. You are amazing and so strong.

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WOW, thank you for sharing this...
i'm so sorry you and your little girl have to go through this, it's a good thing that you reacted and did something about it, i hope this person is paying for what he did to you...

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Amy,
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I am so sorry that happened to you and your daughter. I'm grasping for breath just thinking about it.
You are so amazing and incredible, thank you for speaking out.

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