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Thank you for sharing your story..........I was that little girl too, I am so sorry that you were also.In many of the stories I read here, I have found a little peice of myself in...............perhaps the ability to sit and write my own will come soon, you have helped more than you know....................Blessings to you and HUGS, and wishes for joy and happiness in your life
Thank you for sharing your story..........I was that little girl too, I am so sorry that you were also.In many of the stories I read here, I have found a little peice of myself in...............perhaps the ability to sit and write my own will come soon, you have helped more than you know....................Blessings to you and HUGS, and wishes for peace , joy and happiness in your life
I am struck by your post. It is an incredibly calm yet horribly chaotic read that leaves me with thoughts that I am not familiar with. Thank you for sharing. I am moved... inspired and motivated to make sure everyone knows of this resource.
Thank you for sharing this. It brought back so many memories. It's like you were telling my story. I was that little girl and too this day cannot get rid of the get guilt. Your story has brought me just a little closer to peace and forgiveness.
I think people forget that abuse in the family touches everyone. You don't have to be directly abused to be scarred for life, to feel innocence die, to never be able to trust or feel safe again. You've done a brave thing, sharing this, when it is a very different story from most told on this site. People need to hear it though. Good on you.
Gah. Beautifully told. Thank you for sharing. I think you have helped, and will help, mothers know that they should leave.
Not your fault. Sending gentle hugs for your young self.
Thank you for sharing your heart. For painting a picture of life in your childhood home. For giving us a chance to love the little girl who heard those things and felt those fears. For letting us support you as you heal, too. I am proud of you for speaking out! *HUG*
I want to give that little girl a hug. No one should have to feel that alone...thank you for sharing.
To have the innocence and wonder of childhood ripped away is so horrible. I'm sorry. I hope and pray that somehow you have been able to find a way to make this awful experience strengthen you.
I went through the exact same thing and it hurts to read your eloquently put words. I commend you for having the strength to write this and share your story with us. I know how difficult it is to open up about this and make people understand just how impacting this is to a child.
Thank you. <3
My heart breaks for that little girl, for you. Thank you for speaking out, for sharing this. Maybe it will help one woman to realize that things can be heard on the other side of the door and no one is the better for staying.
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I spent many nights listening to my parents argue. It was ugly. It is an ugliness that we need to keep away from our children, as you have so effectively illustrated. Thank you for posting this story.
Thank you for sharing your story. I can't imagine how hard that must have been to endure as a child. It makes my heart sink to think of any child living without safety. You are strong and your words will help so many others. I hope that writing them here has helped you too.
My prayer is that little girl inside you finds healing and peace. I am so sorry that you had to endure such pain, so completely out of your control. Thank you for sharing your story. You will be helping many people.
A, I am so proud of you for sharing this. You are a very strong woman and I know that your faith will get you through anything. I'm blessed to know you. ((hugs)) ~S
thanks for sharing your story. Children are often overlooked in domestic violence situations. I'm so sorry to read this happened to you and your mom. Sending you a big hug across the miles - Let me know how I can help you in any way - domestic violence needs to end.
You are couragous, kind, and very brave for sharing this story.
Thank you for sharing. I needed to read this, today, searching for courage of my own. I'm sorry that she had to hear that, but it helped me to know what a child does hear, when you think they're asleep.
my heart breaks reading your words... and yet it is put back together with your strength at the same time.
your words are powerful. your voice is strong.
It must be very hard being a child and hearing that and wanting to help but not being able to. I hope the shame has lifted in the child's heart now that you are an adult. You are a survivor and did the best you could at the time.
How do we survive these things? Seeing you on the other side of that nightmare is a testament to your amazing strength. No longer silent, your voice breathes tremendous courage to so many who are too scared to scream.
So proud of what you do to help people struggling to help themselves.
You're proof that the cycle of violence can be broken.
I what you are describing all too well. I wish there was something that I could say or do to make it better and not hurt. I guess all I can do is let you know I am out here and I know what you are feeling.
Thank you for writing this. For showing what the truth is for that child.
I was also that child. I hope this brings more vision to folks to seek out those children and their mommies (or daddies as the case may be).
Thank you and believe that you are blessed.
Reading this, I know beyond all doubt that the single best decision I ever made was to take my two year old little girl and leave. And never look back.
Thank you. For giving voice to all of the children who hide beyond closed doors, who exist at the back of closets, at the farthest corner under the bed.
It is worse to hear violence, to watch it inflicted on One that you love and to feel powerless. You are no longer powerless- for this I am grateful.
Amy, my sweet friend. The pain you have suffered has made you a stronger woman and a better mother. You will not continue the cycle now the little girl can stand up to the monster who made you suffer and hold the mom who suffered for you and your brother. Hug her no words are needed she will know why you are giving her comfort. I am there with you.
I'm so sorry that this happened to you and your family. It breaks my heart to think about children who experience this confusion and horror and pain.
Everytime I read things like this I am reminded how being that mother and sticking it out, helped nobody.
Thank you for speaking out.
It's always easy to ignore the little kid in the room as she doesn't classify directly under the "abused" category. The death of the child within her is not seen as a crime but just an "unfortunate circumstance", nothing therapy can't solve.
I'm glad you spoke out Amy. It takes a lot of courage to do that. I respect you and wish you all the best in your life.