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I wish the "why" were something that we could understand. We who would never do such things. Thank you for speaking out.
I'm so sorry. But remember, justice will happen. Like the old quote, truth always triumphs!
I'm praying for the day when we are safe from violence, from violation, from this stripping of dignity and innocence. I'm sorry for your loss. I'm glad that you are on the path of recovery. Bless you for speaking out here. Bless you.
I wanted the why. I begged for the why and finally got an answer through a statement given to a police officer. It didn't make me feel better. If you can, try to let go of the why. I still struggle with it, but I wish you peace.
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~~They did it because they are "ABUSERS & MONSTERS"
~~Thank you for telling your story. This is the first step to healing & going forward.
IT WAS NOT YOUR FAULT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
We hear you.
We see you.
The blame is on the Abusers & the Monsters.
Never forget that.
Never.
I send you a warm hug this minute.
Warmly,
Kim
How horrible to live in such constant fear, always looking around. It must be so painful for you. Giving you a virtual 'big hug'. I hope and pray you can find some peace. Stay strong.
There's no way to know why they did what they did. In the end, it doesn't really matter.
It's terrible that it happened to *you*. You did not bring this on yourself. Even if your looks were appealing, if you were flirtatious. If you were drunk, or stupid even. Nobody deserves to have their words ignored, to be treated as if they exist only to have another use and throw them away. Nobody.
I'm so sorry this happened to you. I'm glad you're telling your story, and that doing so makes you feel empowered. Blessings on you.
I am so sorry that happened. I can't believe all the counselor said was basically, "Yes, it really happened." What an ass! Good for you being able to take charge even without help.
They do it because they don't see other human beings as important. They are narcissistic and selfish. Others are objects to them rather than equals. It isn't personal. The problem is in their minds, not their surroundings. And there is nothing you can do to stop them from seeing you that way; it's just about protecting yourself. I have come to have a huge problem lately with the religious attitude towards dress, for exactly this reason. They focus on how guys react to YOU, and not how you can protect yourself from them if they are predatory. Leaving us to believe that predators are the normal ones and we have done something wrong if they single us out.
Keep your head up. You've done nothing wrong. They did it because some sick part of their minds told them they should.
Carry yourself with confidence and pride. They can't destroy you. They didn't. You are a survivor. And every time you tell the truth, every time you lift the curtain, you are fighting them. You make it more difficult, more dangerous for them to hurt anyone else. Because the truth is a weapon against them.
I just wish I could hold you close. I am sorry you were treated so cruelly. Thank you for sharing your story. And know I believe and I believe in You!
"Why?" is one of the hardest questions to get answers to. Thank you for sharing your story, and I hope someday you do get your answers.
Why? Phew. That's a tough question. I'll never know why my abuser put me through what he did. He just did. I hope that if you find the answer to your why, the answer helps your recovery. Keep visiting your therapist. Thank you for sharing your story.
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