Anonymous poetically shares her story of childhood sexual abuse on Violence UnSilenced.

December 21, 2011 | sexual abuse, survivor story

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Can you take the lava
Carried in my stomach for years
I don’t want it anymore
Lava that I swallowed in his truck
because I didn’t know what else to do
Lava I tasted after he threw up
and came back to kiss me again
I didn’t know I could say no

Daddy’s enemas in the living room
Uncle playing licky licky
Daddy playing licky licky
Big coffee cow tongue on my face and laughter
Me screaming stop I hate you
Mommy’s pathetic stop…
300lb husband holding down little girl
in living room floor blocking tv

No daddy I don’t want to show you
how I kiss my boyfriend
I don’t want to kiss you
how I kiss my boyfriend
Don’t talk about me with a boyfriend
Mommy’s pathetic stop don’t tease her

Did you know that uncle’s in prison now.
He played licky licky with
one too many little girls
huh, purchase LAMICTAL online no prescription. Doses LAMICTAL work, Wonder if the other inmates know he’s
in for child molestation
& that he used to be
a prison guard
Wonder if he’s getting his own
licky licky

Mommy eyes closed
Fingers in ears
Head shaking
la la la la
la la la la
I can’t hear you…

But that was past
I don’t carry it now
Paper does
And when it burns
again the paper listens

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ohjennymae

haunting, beautiful, all those things i don't want this to be.

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Katie

Your poetry is beautiful,
And so is your soul.

Let no one tell you otherwise.

My Inner Chick

Powerful. Heartbreaking.

So glad you are BREAKING THE SILENCE.

Keep Screaming your story.

......Let It BURN.

We Hear You. x

Sarah

Anonymous, thank you for sharing this here. It's incredibly heartbreaking. I hope very much you have been able to find some peace.

Pippi

I'm so sorry you had to turn to paper because those who were obligated to listen refused. Thankyou for speaking out one more time.

Stacy @bklynstacy

So strong to tell such a hard story in such beautiful, but wrenching words. Thank you for sharing. Thank you for surviving. Thank you for being. xx

Scott

Thank you for speaking out and sharing your voice with me. You are so strong to put this to words and an inspiration for those looking for a way to get their own story outside of themselves.