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ohjennymae
ohjennymae

you did nothing to deserve his ire. stay strong and keep those girls in mind. i'm sure you will.

Jennifer
Jennifer

You are wonderful and special. As are your nieces.

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Richard
Richard

You are 100% not guilty for the abuse you suffered at the hands of your brother. Your brother is 100% guilty for the abuse. You have nothing of which to be ashamed. You are as wonderful and special as your nieces are. Thank you for sharing your story.

Stacy @bklynstacy
Stacy @bklynstacy

Good for you for letting it out, for speaking the truth, that his words and his hate hurt you. Of course they did! And I'm sorry your mother was unable to help. That is another form of pain that lasts forever. But you are setting yourself free, and helping others do the same, by letting the world know that this, too, is abuse, and that you have decided it will not define your future. Blessings and hugs to you.

Anissa
Anissa

Oh my heart hurt hurts for the scars that he left on you that are invisible.

Thank you for being brave enough to tell your story.

Ann
Ann

Speaking out is a powerful way to flip the shame right back on your vicitmizer. I'm so sorry for all you endured.

Cindy
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I am so sorry you went through this. Be an example for those girls. Tell them, every chance you get, just how special and loved they are. Be strong for yourself and for them.

Lynnea
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Having the courage to speak here takes more worth than he ever demonstrated in the tiniest part of his being. You are a survivor, strong and amazing. You have a great deal to offer those girls by simply being an example of a confident woman and being there if they ever come to you.

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thepsychobabble

The shame is on his head. You did nothing to deserve or warrant his abuses. I'm sorry that they were done to you.

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