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Thank you for speaking out here, Anonymous.

I am so sorry for what happened to you. I wish I could give you a big hug.

Wishing you only peace from here on out. Take care.

thank you for sharing your story.

I hope this telling releases something in you. You deserved none of what happened. none of it.

Thank you for sharing this. With each voice we hear, I hope that brings us a step closer to these things not happening again. It is also well written and evokes some very powerful images. The shower is perfect for this - a place of private retreat where we can remove the things that need to be removed, or at least try. Thanks again.

I am so sorry for your experience. It takes a lot of courage to share your story. Thanks for sharing so others know they are not alone. I hope you’ve been able to cry over it with a good friend. It really does help. Sending you peace and warm wishes for the new year.

I salute your courage. You are brave, and wonderful, and I hope that you find peace.

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Bless you for your courage. I'm sorry there's so much pain and suffering in this world, but I'm glad you were able to share your story here. I pray for your continued healing.

I really admire your courage in sharing your story here. Each time you share it, it's reclaiming what he took from you. Best wishes as you continue in your quest for peace. And thank you.

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I'm so very sorry. You are brave for sharing.
Know that you are loved and valued and worth being treated right. You are special.

Sending you love and a huge hug. I'm so very sorry.

Your description of a bad movie with a drunken camera operator comes through in your words. And I don't know what's sadder, the fact that you have the story to tell or the fact that you still seem numbed by it.

I hope the shadows at the corner of your eyes fade in time. I hope the fear that keeps them there can be replaced. Replaced with something sustaining, something healing. I hope you can find the peace to trust again, and most of all that you find someone worthy of that trust.

Because you deserve that much. You deserve to be able to live free of the fear and the second guessing and the doubt.

Thank you. Your courage in speaking out is a beacon to someone else, someone less sure about exactly what to call what happened to her.

Much Love.

I hope that you can eventually find peace with this horrible experience. If you have not done so, please consider discussing this with a counselor, a therapist, a pastor, or all three. Sharing your story here is an excellent step in the right direction. God’s blessings to you. And thank you for writing this.

You are so brave and strong. Thank you for having the courage to speak out.

Thank you for having the courage to survive and to share your story.

I agree, that when you 'know' the person, it is such a sense of bewilderment. I fully agree. Thank you for sharing, for being brave, and I wish you peace!

Thank you for having the grace to share this. So many are silent, embarrassed, second guessing themselves. Here's my prayer for a day that no woman has to tell this tale ever again. And a mother's hug and prayer for you. Been there.

i'm sad for the girl you lost. i'm also sad this story didn't shock me, even a little. it's so common. even the fact that my first time was actually rape is common.
i'm so glad you told your story here. yours is the kind we need to acknowledge the most, i think. the deadliest one. not strangers, but people we know.
brave, you.

You are brave and amazing. I have been where you were and I know how it felt. You are through the other side. Thank you for sharing and keep moving forward.

Sweetheart, God Bless you. You are obviously a brave woman of strength to face this head on. I pray for your continued healing and inner peace. May 2010 be a new year with a new start that brings you to the place you need to be. Hugs to you, Lisa

Sending you thoughts and well wishes in your courage to speak-out.

Sometimes the weirdest details are what keep us sane. Thanks for sharing your experience. Wishing you well.

I just wanted to tell you how brave I think you are, for speaking out. You are not alone, though I am sure that is a small comfort at times. Sending you good, healing thoughts this day.

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