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I just made it through all of these. Just got to that place. I tried before but took them in small doses.
An update: My children and I are safe, living in our own home and happy now. He has no rights to them at this time and although he still tries to get to us, someone up there is protecting us. I am healing, safe, moving forward nicely.
Thank you for the kind words. As I have read them a few at a time, they have truly made me feel supported and loved this past year.
(((()))) to all of you
Good Lord! You are an amazing woman, and you deserve so much happiness. I'm petitioning the universe for you. I hope that you'll soon find yourself in a place where you, your girlfriend, and your children are safe and happy.
we stand behind you and with you... you will learn to continue standing on your own... without that, well, you know what will happen.
bless your friends who have stepped in to help. i'm so proud you were able to speak up to them, and not stay silent.
never stop believing it can be good... it can.
I read your story about 3 days ago and I couldn't write until now. I'm so mad about the things that happened to you. The end of your story is what I had to cling to. How awesome that you have that vision of yourself! I pray that you and your children will be safe. I pray that the cycle of violence will end with you and that your children will be able to form healthy relationships. May God bless you and keep you always. Thank you for sharing.
Your story is heartbreaking, but I'm so happy to know that you *did* get out. Keep doing what you're doing.
The metaphor of a butterfly is perfect. You are beautiful you are very, very strong. Thank you for sharing your story, and I pray your family finds peace and safety soon.
I'm so glad you are someplace safe now. Thank you for telling your story here. Sending love and wishing you a safe journey.
I am so glad you are in a place where you are physically safe now. I am humbled and joyous that you have begun to heal. You are so very brave and smart to tell your story and let us all reach out to hold you and protect you from this awful past.
Blessings as you walk your path of lifelong healing!
Even though I know that people go through this kind of abuse, it still always catches me off guard to read someone's experience. Your strength is inspiring and I'm so glad that you are in a place where you can heal and make the leap to a better, safer, healthier place for you and your kids.
Thanks for speaking out!! I applaud your efforts to get away and stay away. Keep your strength up and your resolve stong! I hear the power in your voice and I believe in you!! Keep on getting your hands on all the resources you can! Know we are thinking of you!
I am so proud of you. This is a turning point. The shelter? You're right, it's not so bad, and please please please take full advantage of all the resources they have to offer. It's gonna change your life you'll see! You are so brave!
Anything you need to do. That's exactly right. His family is trash if they are going to expect you to put up with that. Stay strong and I will be praying for you.
This really enrages me. I am so glad you are away from him. I can't even begin to imagine how wore down you were to do the things he forced you to do. That man is sick and should go to prison in my opinion.
I hope you and your children get far far away from him and his family. And if your family doesn't support you then get away from them too. Violence is never acceptable under any circumstances.
I hope you get lots of counceling so that you never slide back into a relationship with someone that has that propencity. Good luck. Hopefully you will be able to come back to this site and post a positive story about your wonderful new life.
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You have a strength I can't imagine. I wish you the very best, and I'm thankful that you have the courage to tell your story.
Stay safe—you're strong, and an amazing, if heartbreaking, example of humanity at its best...
Oh my God! I can't imagine all that you've been through. You are so strong. I know you can get away from him for good! All my best!!
One Day At A Time! That's all there is and that's all the time you need for the courage to continue your journey. You're being a great example for your children. Blessings to all of you.
It is very rare, anymore, that I am simply astonished - but reading this I am. By the trauma you suffered, the hatred that it came from and the bravery in you. I believe 100% that you will get out of this and you will persevere. I am thanking God right now for the respite you are finding in that shelter and the amazing strength that is growing as you are there.
Sending you huge huge love from Texas - stay strong.
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You have been such an inspiration to me over the past months that I have talked with you. You are the strongest and most courageous woman I have ever met. I've told you from the 1st day that you shared your story with me that you would be able to get through it...You are a survivor! I love you!
My heart and hugs go out to you and your beautiful family. I hope you all can get far away from that madman and have a fresh start.
"Never again will I be a victim."
And those are the best words to speak, think, and live. I am glad you are away from him and that life is looking better for you and your children. Getting away and changing your appearance will be a good thing... a fresh start for you. A new, happy, life. What you deserve.
Thank you for sharing your story. I'm so glad you were able to break free and get away from that monster. You mentioned you were thinking of changing your appearance and moving out of the area. Being that he shared what he did to you with his friends and his family is after you I think that's a great idea.
You will be able to worry a bit less about having an encounter with them when you go out.
My prayers are with you and your family...
What can I say to encourage you?
Want can I say to help you in this mess?
What can I say to help the hurt, the anger, the relief, the peace, the fear, the conflicting emotions you must be feeling?
What can I say but you have started your journey to health.
Thank you for sharing. I admire you're courage very much and wish you continued safety and healing now that you have taken steps to get away from this creep.
Thank God there is a safe place for you right now and a number of people around who you can help you navigate the details of this process.
Stay strong. You have such a wonderful future awaiting you now.
You are an amazing woman. I'm so sorry that you lived through hell and I am proud to know that you got out the other side.
Please, stay strong.
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Thank you for having the courage to share your and your children's story. Good thoughts and best wishes that all of you are able to get through this and be safe and happy.
i'm disheartened to hear that his family has made threats to you as well. i will never wrap my head around the need to surround and protect the abuser. even as i've experienced it, i will never quite get it.
i hope you have the support from your family. i hope you and your girlfriend and your children are able to find peace and stability and the freedom to settle down.
i hope so much for you.
I'm praying for you as you emerge into the next phase of your life. You are a blessing. Your children need you. Stay strong. The butterfly must struggle as it emerges to ensure its wings are strong enough to fly. Don't give up hope. Keep believing in yourself.
You are a strong woman, don't you forget that. Just telling this story must be hard enough, let alone living it. Thank you for sharing.
I'm so glad that you had the courage to share your story, at a time when things must be so difficult for you.
I know being in a shelter isn't the ideal situation, but like you said, it's safe - and that's the most important thing for you and your children.
You're doing so well at realizing that this isn't your fault, that you didn't deserve this, and taking the steps you need to in order to protect yourself - you deserve a lot of credit for that.
Your life as a butterfly is just beginning - and I wish you the best.
Each time I read one of these posts, I think that there can’t be more unique ways for one human being to degrade, violate, and abuse another. And nearly every time, I am wrong.
As much as your post breaks my heart, I find it equally empowering. If you can walk away from this, find the courage and strength to share your experience, I smile at what real, invaluable encouragement that can provide for someone else, maybe giving them that final push to break free. How brave and courageous of you.
I know the life you are living now can’t be easy. I hope it will only get better from here. I wish you peace and happiness – they’re now within your grasp!
As horrifying as your story was when it started, that's how beautiful and uplifting it is now. And the biggest reason is that I can see in between the lines that you're not blaming yourself for what happened to you. Some survivors never reach that point, despite all their best efforts, despite all the support they may get from others.
I weep for your past out of sorrow and anger. I weep for your present -- and for your future -- out of joy. And I have no doubt whatever that you will emerge stronger and more beautiful than ever.
I can't imagine how hard it was to commit all the pain and humiliation you endured to writing. I can't conceive of the kind of strength it took to expose all the horror and degradation of your life with this animal. But somewhere somebody is reading his or her own life in your words. Somewhere there is now a crack in the wall of silence and shame that has someone else imprisoned in the same kind of hell. That person may not be able to thank you for what you've done for them now, or maybe ever. So here and now I'll thank you for them.
Whoever you are, wherever you are, stay safe, stay strong and most of all know that you have friends who will always have your back.
You GO FOR IT! Well done, for you and your children. Peace of mind is a precious gift - I hope that you receive it in permanent fashion very very soon.