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Ash
Ash

"By posting here, you are shining yet another light in the darkness. "

Ditto this. Thank you.

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You're making a difference by speaking out and letting others know they are not alone. I have a 13 year old little boy and my heart was just breaking as I read your story. You are amazing... thank you so much for sharing.

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It takes a lot of courage to speak out.
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As much as we think of our experiences with our abusers as "our dirty little secret" it is actually THEIRS and we owe their violating asses no loyalty whatsoever. So thank you for speaking out against your perpetrator - and speaking up for yourself!

You are a hero for inspiring others to recognize and "tell" when they are abused. It's the first step and you can't take the second and the third and... until you take the first.

Thank you for sharing your painful experience for our enlightenment.

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Thank you, Arvan, for sharing your story.

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As a mom with a son, I send you love. I am sorry you went through what you did and I am proud of you for speaking out.

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One step at a time. Every child saved is progress. By posting here, you are shining yet another light in the darkness. You are making the world better.

Richard
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A critical step in reducing the number of abused children is breaking the grip of fear and shame, speaking out as a survivor like you have done today. Thank you for sharing your story.

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