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42 comments
Kay
Kay

What a chilling story - the fear in those final moments must have been overwhelming. But you did it... you did what so many aren't able to do, what so many want to but can't pull off. You got out.
Thank you so much for sharing here...

Karen
Karen

So glad you made it out.! I'm stunned by your courage and applaud your bravery. Thank you for sharing your voice with us. Bravo!

Another Suburban Mom
Another Suburban Mom

That you lived through that and survived to tell the tale, my hat goes off and my heart goes out to you!

Indigo
Indigo

I recognize that fear. You can't breathe and the man standing in front of you isn't your friend, lover, husband or anyone you recognize anymore. I'm so glad you escaped dear friend. So many don't get that chance. (Hugs)Indigo

Jill
Jill

Wow! What an amazing story! Your courage is inspiring! I hope you find a wonderful new life for yourself and your daughter!

quin browne
quin browne

no words beyond, "i'm glad you were that brave."

Emily R
Emily R

oh, god. how completely brave you had to be.

FreedomFirst
FreedomFirst

Your story is chilling. It sounds like my dreams, which is crazy since I have no idea why I have dreams like that. I always have. I'm so glad you got away and that you had someone to help you. I hope God lets him suffer his punishment in this life, so you get the satisfaction of seeing it.

Gail
Gail

I too, lived a life of terror and now am at peace...some 11 years after my own escape I read your account and felt the same things you did...congrats on getting you and your daughter peace in your life...take it one day at a time and God bless you both!! hugs to you!

Ellen
Ellen

Your story left a chill down my spine - thank you for sharing it. I wish you and your daughter peace from this monster and happiness and respect.

krista
krista

this left me breathless. i stand here with admiration and in awe of your courage.

Jennifer H
Jennifer H

Your story and your courage are breathtaking. I'm so glad you left. So, so glad to that you are able to tell your story and to live your life with your daughter.

Kate
Kate

Belle, you are a very courageous woman. I'm proud of you for getting out of a horrific situation and for sharing your story so others might learn from what you did.

Congratulations on being free from abuse now. God bless you and your daughter ~ she is lucky to have such a strong mom!

trashalou
trashalou

there is a refuge near our town and everytime I see those women walking around I am in awe. I think you, and other men and women in similar situations,are so brave. The strength of mind it must take to decide to leave must be huge. I salute you.

Karen Sugarpants
Karen Sugarpants

Good for you. Your story gave me chills as I was in a similar situation as a young child (the story will be posted here soon). How very brave of you to get out, and thank you for sharing your story.

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Tracy @redvu9395

Thank you for sharing. I am very glad you got out. My thoughts and prayers are with you.

MissMary
MissMary

Belle, I am so proud of you. I did not experience what you did to the extent you did, but I can imagine the fear, and the cunning and courage required to get out with your life. Your story inspires strength in others. Thank you for sharing it.

Belle
Belle

Thank you everyone and especially the moderator of this blog for letting me present my story. Maggie you are the best! I am amazed that my story caused so many forms of emotions, I'm happy that I've inspired you all. Let me tell you that even after you leave that is when the true battle of being on your own and enduring a new life begins, but it is worth it, I'm thankful to family, friends, and god.

Though I had my sister and cousin help me, there were many more people who encouraged me and helped me to escape from my abuser. Even if you find yourself in a similar situation, it only takes one motivation to change your life for the better (in this case it was my daughter) and one confidante to help you. It could be a coworker, friend, relative, fellow student, teacher, a higher being of your religious preference etc.

"The journey of a thousand miles begins with a single step."- Confucius

pgoodness
pgoodness

Good for you!! I am so proud and happy that you shared this story - you most definitely ARE a survivor.

Casey
Casey

that was such a brave story! thank you for sharing it

Kat
Kat

Thank you so much for bravely sharing your story - I'm thrilled that you and your daughter are safe.

Lex ~ @laprimera
Lex ~ @laprimera

Wishing you a beautiful future full of strength and happiness. Thank you for sharing your bravery and honesty.

Reagan
Reagan

You are amazing and brave. Thanks for inspiring me.

Shavahn
Shavahn

What an amazing story and excellent escape plan. I am so glad that you are on the road to recovery. I wish that you could have seen justice get served, but, in the end, your life and sanity are so much more important than anything which happens to him.

Sarah
Sarah

I'm so glad you got yourself and your daughter out.

Sarah

Nicole
Nicole

You are AMAZING! Kudos to you -- and your support network -- for getting you the hell out of there.

Kudos to you for your bravery to do this and to share it. You've done a world of good for your self and your daughter by getting out. I know how hard this is. But you've also done something great for others by showing them that it IS possible to get out and by encouraging family and friends to help their loved ones through.

May the peache and happiness you deserve be yours.

Debs
Debs

wow.i'm actually speechless after reading that. Congrats to you on both your bravery and getting out. May you and your daughter have nothing but happiness.

M.E.
M.E.

I thank God for your escape. May you live a long and prosperous life.

Natalia
Natalia

I was on the edge of my seat, begging god he hadn't caught you.
Congrats on getting away!
May you and your daughter live long and happy!
E-mail me if you need someone to talk to!

brandi
brandi

wow. i have goosebumps reading this! i'm so proud of you for protecting your baby and getting out and good for your sister, for giving you support, when many others might have turned their back on you. take care!

witchypoo
witchypoo

I was totally shaking with you. Thank you so much for sharing in a compelling way. I admire your writing.

Cat
Cat

Good for you!!! Good for your daughter!!!

Mojo
Mojo

There could not be a more perfect follow up to yesterday's Q&A than this story. What you've underscored here is the complete control abusers exercise over their victims. I can't begin to imagine the terrifying life you had. And while I'd guess that most escape plans don't have to have this degree of timing, you've also pointed out how necessary it is to have a plan. Especially when dealing with someone so clearly unstable.

The tension in this story is almost palpable. Just reading it had my heart in my throat. Living it I don't even want to think about. And yet, somewhere out there someone else -- many someone's -- are living it right now. And many of them don't have the network that you had to assist them. I'm glad you did, for your sake, for your daughter's sake and for the sake of those who will use your story as an inspiration to make their own escape.

Thank you for having the courage to write it, and the foresight to be around to write it.

Kristie
Kristie

Oh my...what a terrifying action to take. It takes a brave, brave soul to do what you did. And your sister and your cousin are heros. I wish there were more people who were able to be as supportive and brave as they were.

MG @ MommyGeekology.com
MG @ MommyGeekology.com

I couldn't help but cry as I read this. You write it so well... it would be easy to believe that this were imagined, fiction... but you lived it, and you came out stronger and a survivor on the other side.

I am so glad that you got out safely, and so glad you had the support that you needed. Thank you for sharing here.

Vixen
Vixen

How blessed you are to have made your escape. I am glad you had support and were able to get away. I thank God your life was spared and you and your baby got away safely.

Thank you so much for sharing your story. I hope it inspires others, as it does me.

MK
MK

I have chills, but I'm sure it's nothing compared to what you lived. And you did - you LIVED. Be well, and love to you and your daughter.

PunkOnFire
PunkOnFire

Wow.. your story leaves me breathless. What a brave and strong woman you are. Truly an inspiration!

bessie.viola
bessie.viola

So proud of you... what a phenomenally strong woman you are for your daughter. So, so proud.

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