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I'm sorry you were there too. :(
I ache for you, for your pain and suffering, for the guilt and shame you carry but shouldn't I mourn your loss of childhood and innocence. I wish you healing and send you love. Thank you for being so wonderfully brave in sharing your story.
Thank you for sharing your story.
It really struck a chord with me especially this line
"I may never know much the forceful hands I allowed on me in my past have molded my present."
Thank you for putting into words what I couldn't about myself.
<3 and ((hugs))
You are so brave.
Thank you for sharing your story. Silence can hurt but speaking out helps.
Where there is a power imbalance between people, it is not possible to have true consent. You say that you 'let' it happen to you, and it sounds like you blame yourself for agreeing to it. But even if you said "yes" out loud, it doesn't mean that you freely consented, because that implies that you have no fear of what might happen if you don't say yes, and also implies that you know what the consequences will be. They should never have touched you. They took advantage of you. They were wrong.
And I honour you for your bravery in telling your story.
Casey -- I've been trying to find the right words to say to you. I don't know much besides what is written here, but I DO know that it is not your fault nor did you 'just' 'let' it happen.
We are bound by our circumstances sometimes, and you are so brave and strong for speaking your truth.
Let it shine, honey.
XOXO
Love & prayers for you sweet Casey
You are not alone, and cared for!
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Sending love. I'm so sorry that this happened to you.
You are brave and I love you dearly. xoxo
Don't you wish you could see who that girl would be if that hadn't happened? I know I do...
I'm so sorry that happened to you. What you've written here will help others...
Unfortunately this makes me wonder if there are any other of my friends who have these secrets. How do we help?
You did not allow it. It was forced upon you against your will. It was not your fault.
Thank you for sharing your story.
Casey,
My heart aches for you (and for all those who suffer). Your story is important, because it can help others, to change this - to make our world a better place.
Peace and love....
Lance
Words fail me when I think of you- my beautiful, caring friend- and the horror that you have experienced. I love you. I'm so sorry.
Thank you.
For sharing your story.
For growing up into the strong, eloquent mother you are, for proving Chris and the thousands of others just like him that we are not their trash, we are not their toy, that we have value and that we matter.
YOU matter.
Surrounding you with love and and light and support always, my friend. XO
This hurts my heart. I am so sorry for the pain you've been through. NO ONE should have to go through anything like that at all.
You are so strong for sharing. I pray that you will feel lighter as a result.
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I'm sorry this happened to you Casey. Kudos to you for speaking out. And lots of hugs, too.
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Thanks so much for the link here. {Hugs}.
No words can express your pain...I know. But thank you for the words you do share, for giving women everywhere who have seen "Chris" over and over a voice.
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I HEART YOU, my beautiful friend.
hugs and kisses and the whole lot for you today.
and every day.
My prayers are with you today.
Sigh. Yet another story I can identify with. I'm SO sorry this was your experience... but I'm SO proud of you for sharing it with us. HUGS x a gazillion.@Jasperblu
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I understand this and I adore you.
I hate that this happens to anyone, let alone so many of us. But you are right - expressing our reality is the first step towards a wider realization that this type of action is not okay. That it has a lifelong impact, that it continues to hurt us forever.
Thank you for speaking out. I wish I had the courage to do the same, but I just can't get past the shame, and the victim-blaming, and... it's just too much for me to deal with. At least, right now.
Sending prayers of healing your way.
Oh Casey, my heart breaks for you, for all of us, for the girls we were before. I cry for you, for all the hurt, pain, grieving. There are not enough tears to wash it away. I'm so sorry. Thank you for your courage, your voice, your strenth. Sending love to you across the internet.
Oh gosh, Casey. You are not alone, but it's never going to be easy to share this sort of stuff with people. I am proud of you for telling your story. Thank you.
xoxo
that is all.
just xoxo
Oh, Casey, no one should ever, ever have to endure something like that. My heart hurts for you. Know that you are amazing, you are loved, you are supported and you are never alone.
You have endured much.
Thank you for being so brave.
I am so sorry .
Thank you for putting your words out there and letting us carry a little of the heaviness with you.
Love.
So glad, and proud of you, for speaking out.
I hope a weight has lifted.
Very sorry the world has people like this in it Casey, and that you had to be caught in the clutches of one. May God bless you and bring you peace.
-- Katherine
I appreciate your bravery and admire your strength.
I'm so sorry you had all of that happen to you. My heart aches.
But I'm proud of who you are now and who you have become.
Much love to you my friend.
xoxo
you certainly struck a chord with me.
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Thank you so much for sharing this. I'm still not ready to share mine.
Hugs and love.
This was very brave, Casey. I'm sorry that anyone ever treated someone as amazing as you like that.
You're not alone. You have never been alone.
As usual Casey, you are an inspiration of strength to me. I've been there. And when I say I've been there, I really do mean those words. I'll be sharing my own survivors story soon.
And because I've been there I know that so many words of condolence mean different things in our heads. So I'll just say what I say to all other survivors I meet:
What happened to you should not have happened.
But talking about it will help someone else. And you.
♥ Jia
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