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Krissy
Krissy

I'm sorry you were there too. :(

Traci
Traci

I ache for you, for your pain and suffering, for the guilt and shame you carry but shouldn't I mourn your loss of childhood and innocence. I wish you healing and send you love. Thank you for being so wonderfully brave in sharing your story.

Melody
Melody

Thank you for sharing your story.

It really struck a chord with me especially this line

"I may never know much the forceful hands I allowed on me in my past have molded my present."

Thank you for putting into words what I couldn't about myself.

linda
linda

<3 and ((hugs))

Erin
Erin

You are so brave.

Wendy
Wendy

Thank you for sharing your story. Silence can hurt but speaking out helps.

JD
JD

Where there is a power imbalance between people, it is not possible to have true consent. You say that you 'let' it happen to you, and it sounds like you blame yourself for agreeing to it. But even if you said "yes" out loud, it doesn't mean that you freely consented, because that implies that you have no fear of what might happen if you don't say yes, and also implies that you know what the consequences will be. They should never have touched you. They took advantage of you. They were wrong.

And I honour you for your bravery in telling your story.

VDog (Victoria)
VDog (Victoria)

Casey -- I've been trying to find the right words to say to you. I don't know much besides what is written here, but I DO know that it is not your fault nor did you 'just' 'let' it happen.

We are bound by our circumstances sometimes, and you are so brave and strong for speaking your truth.

Let it shine, honey.

XOXO

amy2boys
amy2boys

Love & prayers for you sweet Casey

Carin
Carin

You are not alone, and cared for!

bessie.viola
bessie.viola

Sending love. I'm so sorry that this happened to you.

amber
amber

Don't you wish you could see who that girl would be if that hadn't happened? I know I do...

I'm so sorry that happened to you. What you've written here will help others...

Krista
Krista

Unfortunately this makes me wonder if there are any other of my friends who have these secrets. How do we help?

ChurchPunkMom
ChurchPunkMom

You did not allow it. It was forced upon you against your will. It was not your fault.

Thank you for sharing your story.

Lance
Lance

Casey,
My heart aches for you (and for all those who suffer). Your story is important, because it can help others, to change this - to make our world a better place.

Peace and love....
Lance

Barb @ getupandplay
Barb @ getupandplay

Words fail me when I think of you- my beautiful, caring friend- and the horror that you have experienced. I love you. I'm so sorry.

Barnmaven
Barnmaven

Thank you.

For sharing your story.

For growing up into the strong, eloquent mother you are, for proving Chris and the thousands of others just like him that we are not their trash, we are not their toy, that we have value and that we matter.

YOU matter.

Caroline
Caroline

Surrounding you with love and and light and support always, my friend. XO

punkinmama
punkinmama

This hurts my heart. I am so sorry for the pain you've been through. NO ONE should have to go through anything like that at all.

You are so strong for sharing. I pray that you will feel lighter as a result.

Heather
Heather

I'm sorry this happened to you Casey. Kudos to you for speaking out. And lots of hugs, too.

Kristen
Kristen

Thanks so much for the link here. {Hugs}.

No words can express your pain...I know. But thank you for the words you do share, for giving women everywhere who have seen "Chris" over and over a voice.

alimartell
alimartell

I HEART YOU, my beautiful friend.
hugs and kisses and the whole lot for you today.
and every day.

Arby
Arby

My prayers are with you today.

Cheryl
Cheryl

Sigh. Yet another story I can identify with. I'm SO sorry this was your experience... but I'm SO proud of you for sharing it with us. HUGS x a gazillion.@Jasperblu

flutter
flutter

I understand this and I adore you.

Erin
Erin

I hate that this happens to anyone, let alone so many of us. But you are right - expressing our reality is the first step towards a wider realization that this type of action is not okay. That it has a lifelong impact, that it continues to hurt us forever.

Thank you for speaking out. I wish I had the courage to do the same, but I just can't get past the shame, and the victim-blaming, and... it's just too much for me to deal with. At least, right now.

Sending prayers of healing your way.

Debbie in Memphis
Debbie in Memphis

Oh Casey, my heart breaks for you, for all of us, for the girls we were before. I cry for you, for all the hurt, pain, grieving. There are not enough tears to wash it away. I'm so sorry. Thank you for your courage, your voice, your strenth. Sending love to you across the internet.

Sarahndipitea
Sarahndipitea

Oh gosh, Casey. You are not alone, but it's never going to be easy to share this sort of stuff with people. I am proud of you for telling your story. Thank you.

Bridget
Bridget

xoxo
that is all.
just xoxo

Lisa
Lisa

Oh, Casey, no one should ever, ever have to endure something like that. My heart hurts for you. Know that you are amazing, you are loved, you are supported and you are never alone.

MommyNaniBooboo
MommyNaniBooboo

You have endured much.
Thank you for being so brave.
I am so sorry .
Thank you for putting your words out there and letting us carry a little of the heaviness with you.

Katherine at Postpartum Progress
Katherine at Postpartum Progress

Very sorry the world has people like this in it Casey, and that you had to be caught in the clutches of one. May God bless you and bring you peace.

-- Katherine

samantha jo campen
samantha jo campen

I appreciate your bravery and admire your strength.

I'm so sorry you had all of that happen to you. My heart aches.

But I'm proud of who you are now and who you have become.

Much love to you my friend.

xoxo

Elizabeth Kaylene
Elizabeth Kaylene

Thank you so much for sharing this. I'm still not ready to share mine.

Hugs and love.

Avitable
Avitable

This was very brave, Casey. I'm sorry that anyone ever treated someone as amazing as you like that.

TeacherMommy
TeacherMommy

You're not alone. You have never been alone.

Untypically Jia
Untypically Jia

As usual Casey, you are an inspiration of strength to me. I've been there. And when I say I've been there, I really do mean those words. I'll be sharing my own survivors story soon.

And because I've been there I know that so many words of condolence mean different things in our heads. So I'll just say what I say to all other survivors I meet:

What happened to you should not have happened.
But talking about it will help someone else. And you.

♥ Jia

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