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March 17, 2011 | domestic violence, survivor story

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My brother still can’t be around him and sometimes still wants retribution. ALBEGO pharmacy, Sometimes I wonder how it is possible for me to still be with Jonez after all of this, but I have seen the changes and they can’t be denied.

Update: I am pleased to say that I am learning that it is okay to have feelings again; that I don’t have to push down the feelings until I no longer feel them, is ALBEGO addictive. We are married and everyday I am shown how awesome his change really is.

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I wanted to get this out there for women who have witnessed miracles and stayed. Just so the guilt of staying doesn’t overwhelm. I have that guilt still when I talk to my brother and think to myself, “How can you still be with the person that put your family in so much danger?” Then I remember that not only am I allowed to be upset and annoyed and angry I am also allowed to be happy and experience joy.

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Daisy blogs at Totally Tattoo'd Mother.

My daughter wants to say that she is rilly glad [sic] J that her daddy is ok now. She has some of her own anger issues and I have begun telling her that she needs to talk to her daddy to find out how he is dealing with his.

Sorry this update was so long, but I wanted to get you up to date with those involved..

daisy

@Christina

Thanks for the passive aggressive response. Responding in kind.
Way to make me feel like the schmuck I already feel like occationally.
You'll be pleased(?) to know that things are still awesome.

@everyone else,

Thanks for mkaing me feel like I could have made a good step.

I thought I'd update that he is still sober and happier than I have ever seen him. He has become primary teacher for our recently homeschooling (public school online) daughter; and is mentoring a few men who are in pain and need a new way out.

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Christina

Good luck to you. Unfortunately I am not as convinced as the other responders but you've already taken the leap and gambled with your and your child's safety and livelihood. If you won't choose another path, then I hope this path continues toward success for you and your family!

Steph

Sometimes people do and can change, I firmly believe this. I'm not here to pass judgement and while parts of your story made me pale with the thought of how truly terrifying a situation like that can be, I am also happy that things have since turned around for you both.
There's always an exception to every rule and it would seem that you have found it :)

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Jill

As someone who also has a finely honed sense of guilt and a strong protective streak for my family, I totally get why sometimes you feel guilty for staying with him. However, seeing the two of you together now I can attest that at least from the outside, it is certainly the right decision. My boyfriend and I have discussed more than once the complete change that Jonez has gone through. It's as though his personality went through a purification process and left behind the good attributes that he always had, and got rid of the bad. (of course I am in no way insinuating that he is perfect now - can't have him getting a big head! :-) ) It is obvious that a change as drastic as he went through is not something that he could accomplish on his own. It takes a strong belief in God as well as your love and support.
Continue to have faith and I believe that one day, your brother will be able to forgive him as well. I am so glad for you both and wish that endings like yours were the rule rather than the exception to it.

Rachel

Thanks for sharing, I'm glad to hear that your huisband has been able to change :-)

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Jan

I'm glad you did what you needed to do to take care of yourself and your daughter. That's the important part of the story.

I'm glad, also, for your husband, that he got the help he needed. I hope he appreciates the risk you took in allowing him back into your life and that he never forgets the things he has learned.

Thanks for sharing your story.

Gina

As I began reading your story, Daisy, I have to admit I had my doubts. There is violence, and then there is the gun-toting horror that you describe. I told myself, "this girl is lying to herself because she is afraid of what's on the other side of this abusive relationship,"

But somehow by the end of your story, you convinced me that this story is going to have a happy and not a tragic ending. I hope for your sake that the changes you see in your man are genuine and that he really, truly has changed. If that is what has really happened, I am very happy for you (and for him) and I know the experience has made you stronger and wiser.

Thanks for finding our supportive community here and speaking out about your situation. I wish you continued enlightenment and happiness.

Kathryn (@kat1124)

So glad things seem to be turning out well for you. I hope that you've gone to counseling yourself, or if you haven't that you will. Sounds like you and your little girl could both benefit. Thanks for sharing your story.

Sunny

Wishing you all the best for a happy, healthy life.

Kristen

Wishing you both the best as you continue in your relationship and in recovery!

Daisy

I just wanted to pop in to say thank you to everyone. I was nervous about this, but your responses have made me feel so much better. Thanks again :)

Richard

My prayers are for continued healing, recovery, and a blessed life.

misssrobin

My situation was not violent like your was. It was emotionally abusive and controlling for many years. I remember the moment I saw understanding hit him. He's made progress ever since. He still struggles sometimes and I've had to set boundaries (which were new to me). We are still together. I have had people question how I could still be here, with him. But like you, I can't deny the change. I stuck through all the crap, why not enjoy some of the improved times, too?

Best wishes for continued succes!

Faiqa

Thank you for sharing this. It's uplifting to know that love can have such a tremendously positive outcome. I wish you the best and am very happy for you.

Frelle

im glad that you chose to tell your story, and give hope at the end!

Kori

I am a recovering alcoholic myself, and I know first hand that people working a program of sobriety can and DO change. My partner is also one of them. My thoughts will be with you and I wish you all the best, best of luck and life.

pippi

I'm glad he was one of the fortunate few. Relationships that begin so young are always full of problems, and any kind of chemical abuse or troubled past only complicates things further. We are not the same people at 25 that we were at 16, but you can never convince a 16-year-old of that. They have to learn it the hard way. I know I did.

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Miracles can happen. I wish you the best

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diane

I think it is amazing that you stuck around to him through this change - dangerous, but amazing. Good for the both of you, to have been able to make peace with the past and move forward.

A very good book that I read told me that only about 5% of abusers will ever actually change. Is is a very difficult process, but yes, some DO manage to take responsibility for their actions and make the necessary changes. While I would be unable to do as you did and see hope beyond what you went through, I commend you for being able to stick with him through that process of change and beyond.