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November 19, 2009 | domestic violence, sexual abuse, survivor story

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The healing is close. There are still a few itches here and there, but I feel mostly complete. I married a wonderful, caring man who treats me like a queen. He is great to my girls (they wanted him to adopt them, but their father said no way) and they are actually starting to call him dad. I realize and am teaching the kids that they ARE worthy and that it was never their fault, BUY NAPROSYN OVER THE COUNTER. That their father has something missing inside and he just never wanted help, even though I begged for years. They know that they have the control over what happens and what doesn’t and that help is now always a phone call away. They know that they can eat what they want, when they want and won’t get hurt for doing so.

It’s been a long hard road, but we made it. BUY NAPROSYN OVER THE COUNTER, We will continue to make it, helping and healing each other along the way.

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Deb blogs at Downeast Vixenne.

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Jessica

I'm so proud of you having taken the step to leave him.

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Lillian

Thank you for having the courage to survive and to share your story.

Mojo

I had a hard time responding to this one, and that worried me until I realized why I was having trouble. Usually these stories touch places in me of sorrow, heartbreak, even anger. And there was some of that happening here too, don't misunderstand. But the places you really affected in me were the ones where I keep things like admiration and even happiness. Because through all the heartbreak and anger, there's a core of strength that is awesome to behold. Like the cable that holds up the bridge, it looks thin and fragile at a distance and you don't see how anything like that could keep something so massive from falling down. But then you look close and see and feel just how tough it actually is.

I hope you can stay out of the trap of second-guessing yourself. Because all along you made the right moves for the right reasons. And it took every one of them to get you to where you are now. Even the ones you wish you could have done differently. And from what I can see, the place you're in now is worth it.

The story you tell will inspire many. I hope that at the same time, it inspires you.

dianed

Your story really touched my heart. THANK YOU for speaking out!

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Kate

I applaud your strength & tenacity at getting yourself and your children out of that situation.

I'm happy you have a man in your life who treats you well. You absolutely deserve that.

Your children are blessed that you are their mom. Everyone needs a strong role model and that is what you are providing them. Well done!

Good for you!!! I applaud your strength and tenacity.

Your children are blessed to have you as their mom. I am so happy to hear that you have a man now who loves you and treats you well. You absolutely deserve that.

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I am sorry for your pain.
I am humbled by your strength.
You girls will learn such courage from you.
Thank you for sharing your story.

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Thank you SO MUCH for sharing this!!!!!

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Sometimes things that look like a curse are actually blessings, like losing your house. I am very happy to read that you have gotten therapy for yourself. I hope that you have done the same for your children. They’ve witnessed far too much for their young lives. Congratulations on moving your life forward in such a successful way.

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Corinne

My heart goes out to you - it takes such courage to leave a situation like that, and you did! What an amazing woman and mother! Good luck on your journey of healing. thank you for sharing.

Debs

I want to thank you all for your support. This was a hard decision to make, but it was a story that I have been writing in my head for a few years now, Having you all here made the choice a bit easier. Thank you all again. My hugs to you all.

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I spent 6 years with my sons father where every day was a new day to hear how stupid, fat, ugly, dumb and worthless I was. It takes a lot of strength and courage from within to realize that you are worth more, deserve more and need more than what you get from being in an abusive relationship. I am so proud of you. Like you I found my "Prince Charming" who has been one of the most encouraging, supportive and solid people in my life. We have been together going on 8 years and although he has not adopted either of my kids (again same issue as yours) he loves them as his own. My youngest always tells people that he has 2 daddies, his real daddy (ie my husband) and his daddy in FL who buys him presents! :-) The scars never go away but they fade with time. You should be so proud of who you are and where you are going.

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You are so strong. I am so in awe of you.

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Thank you for having such amazing strength and courage and for sharing your story!

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It warms my heart to read the end of this post and realize that you found a silver lining. Kudos to you for having the strength to leave and make a better life for yourself and your kids.

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Wow. You have such courage and I am so glad that you've been able to break the cycle for your children and yourself. I wish you much healing and more years of love and kindness in your life. Stay strong.
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I so happy that you were able to do what you needed to do for you and for your children and leave that mess behind. Good for you!

Thank you for sharing your story with us.

Angi

Often times we are blind to the reality of our existence, but true survivors can find beauty once the blindfold is removed. Congratulations, Survivor! **hugs** I wish you and your children a future of love, peace and joy.

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Thank you for sharing. I will never understand the horrific things that a parent can do. But I am inspired by your courage and strength. Keep loving yourself. And hug your kids every day. Hugs are great medicine.

As everyone else has said, you are brave and strong - and thank you for sharing. I'm physically ill with sadness for your kids, only because of the way that their own father treated them - so horrifically. I'm SO glad that they are with YOU and with a 'father' who loves them.

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You have tremendous courage, and I think that is what your children will see in the end. Good for you! And to think that foreclosure would be a blessing...

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It took a lot of courage to leave, and to protect your children, and I really admire you for that. Thanks for sharing your story.

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Good for you! I'm so glad you got out of there.

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I am in awe of you right now. What a road you have traveled. I will carry your story with me always. It gives me hope for all the women suffering.

Thank you for being such a wonderfully strong woman. Your children are so very lucky to have you.

Thank you for sharing your story. You are a brave and powerful woman!

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I am so glad you and your family are safe and healing from this very difficult time. Thank you for posting this.

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So glad you got out and so glad you found someone to love you and your children. You did a great thing for you and an even greater thing for them. I know it wasn't easy and how brave you had to be. They will know, too.

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deb- your story leaving me weeping... grateful you are safe, your children are safe, your family is safe. i am grateful for you. i am grateful for your story... i am grateful that you shared it and i hope you share it with your children when the time is right, because like you said, you are all survivors.

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I am so sorry that you had to endure years of this, as well as your children.

I am so thankful now that you are a survivor that you have a great man in your life and your girls see what a happy family is supposed to be like.

Thank you for sharing your story-so many (((Hugs))) to you for being strong.

Deb, thank you for sharing this. You are so clearly a survivor, in every sense of the word. I honor the strength that shines through here.

Wishing you and your children infinite peace, all the days of your lives.

Matt

Your story humbles me in a very, very deep way.

And, too, reading about how much he hurt you and your children... it makes my eyes quite misty, to be honest. Very misty indeed.

Thank you for sharing with us.

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I am in awe. You are such a strong woman, and I am so very grateful that you lost that house, so you were able to go back to your mom's. Bless you for being strong and helping your kiddos through this. Hugs to you and your children.