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Dorothy, thank you for being so brave and sharing your story. I am terribly saddened by your experience and hope that by sharing it so openly. May this be the beginning of your final act of healing.
Dorothy, I am so sorry this happened to you. My heart aches for the girl that you were and I support the woman you've become. Much love.
I am so sorry for your experiences... how I wish I could wrap that little girl in my arms and make her feel all better! You are such a strong woman... Prayers for a calm, peaceful life from here on out. Thank you for sharing your story.
I do wish adult life was as easy as child life, those promises we make as children, so hard to keep as we grow older. I hope and pray you continue to heal and thrive. Thank you for sharing this.
I understand what you say.. one may not be able to erase the memories completely.. You are brave and will definitely find a way to deal with this in your own positive way... May God bless!! Hugs and prayers...
Talking about it is a big step in recovery. The more you talk openly about those events the better. Hard as it may seem, a weight is taken off your shoulder - the weight of SILENCE that fueled the continuity of abuse.
You have made it this far, you can surely get to the end, where you dust off the experience and make life more meaningful...there is a life beyond that past!
A briliant FUTURE awaits you , if you are not already drinking from that cup yet.
I doff my hat for you, for you are more than a survivor, you are an OVERCOMER!!!
Its amazing to see how u survived what you went thru. It takes tremendous courage to withstand such incident and trust me girl, you are not alone. I will pray to god to keep you safe and give you the power to keep going. Take care girl...
You are so brave Dorothy, coming out the way you did with the member you abused. It's so easy to think it doesn't matter; it always matters as you obviously know! I offer you plenty of hugs and courage to recover with/without the acknowledgments of your abusers.
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Thank you so much for being so brave and sharing your story. This is a good step that is going to help the healing process. I send you big hugs!
My heart goes out to you. Thank you for being brave enough to share your story here, thank you for taking steps to end the cycle of abuse. I am so sorry for your lost innocence.
Dorothy, I am so sorry for what you endured.
Thank you for sharing your story here. I wish you only peace for the future.
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Dorothy, you are 100% not guilty of the abuse that you have endured. Your abusers are 100% guilty for what they have done to you. I hope that you come to the point in your recovery where you realize that your recovery does not depend on apologies or an acknowledgement of guilt from your abusers. Most abusers cannot acknowledge the heinous nature of their actions and the damage they have inflicted on their victims. Many simply do not care. Recovery is a cycle of visiting and revisiting issues related to our abuse until we deal with them. It’s almost impossible to handle them all at one time, so we deal with what we can handle when we can handle it. It’s like peeling an onion. This process can be fatiguing, but don’t lose faith. Eventually, you will get to the center. Keep peeling!
Oh Dorothy! I am so very sorry for what was done to you. Keep moving forward. And don't let their lack of apologies continue to hurt you. What they did should be their burden to bear.
You are so right, Dorothy. No one can hide from these things for long, it will find a way through the walls we build up.
Thank you for sharing your story.