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I'm just curious about what you exactly meant to say in your reply.
Fenna
Fenna, I can relate to your story on so many levels. This shame is not yours, it is his and his alone. I too often wondered why I stayed through some really messed up things, but in the end, at least for me, I know that I tried hard to understand and care for the person beyond the craziness. I believe the healing is a long, slow, agonizing road and is different for each of us. Take your time, be kind to yourself, and remember it is not your fault. {{hugs}}
Kaitlynn
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I'm sorry you recognise so much from my story. But thank you for letting me know I'm not alone in this. It's so surreal that we actually stayed, that I can't always bame others for not understanding. But I'm glad I know why I did what i did, and seems like you do too.
Thanks for saying it's not my fault and thanks for replying :).
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Fenna, you are not the one at fault. Don't ever think it was something you did or did not do. I am so glad you are recovering! ~~diane
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I wish you continued healing and unloading. It isn't your shame to carry around.
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Thank you so much for your nice reply. And that's exactly the problem; nobody talks about that kind of violence in relationships, so I didn't see it as violence. And nobody talks about rapes in relationships, so I didn't see it as rape. I hope you're right, that there are people out there who can find my story helpful.
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Fenna
Fenna, thank you so much for sharing your story here. I think there are many people out there who end up in abusive situations where they just don't know how to react. I'm so sorry this happened to you.
I hear so much hope and strength in your words. This line -- "I’m not done healing (are we ever?), but I feel less shame and guilt every day" -- is exactly what I wish for you: a little healing, a little less burden every day.
Peace to you.
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Thank you so much for allowing me to post on this website. I think it's amazing that there's such a place for people to speak out.
I think you're right, that there are more people going through similar things. I hope reading this can help someone.
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