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46 comments
Staci
Staci

thank you for telling your story.

I am so sorry for your pain.

SM
SM

Jenn, I am so sorry that you had to endure that experience.

Thank you for sharing here; thank you for your words.

Peace to you.

moonspun
moonspun

Jenn, thank you for sharing your story. I certainly hope it is healing in some way for you. And I bet money you are very independent and strong now.

Vanessa
Vanessa

Your voice is being heard now and it is amazing. Thank you for sharing!

Jennifer S
Jennifer S

Then or now, telling is the right thing to do, and proves what others have said: he didn't get the best of you. Your voice is brave and strong.

Titanium
Titanium

You found your voice, your strength and your courage- thank you for sharing your story.

MommaKiss
MommaKiss

Thank you for sharing your story. Too many rapes like this are not reported. Doesn't make it any less wrong. It wasn't your fault!

knoxvillepixie
knoxvillepixie

This story is way too common. I'm so sorry it had to become your story. Thank you for sharing and thank you for speaking up for those of us who have yet to find their voice...

Fran
Fran

Bless you for speaking out. I appreciate your courage. I pray for your continued healing.

M
M

Bravo to you for finding your voice.

I was date raped in college. I never told anyone. He ended up dating a friend of mine after, and I never even told her. That was more than 20 years ago.

I keep praying that if, like you, we all find our collective voice, this insanity will end. Forever.

angelynn
angelynn

The strength you had to confront him then and the strength you show now are so powerful. Your words will help others stand up too. Thank you for writing this.

thepsychobabble
thepsychobabble

A few days ago, you told me you were proud of me, re: my post on my "issues"
Now it's my turn to be proud of you, for finding your voice:) That's not an easy thing to share. Thank you for sharing your story with us.

Aerin
Aerin

I am so glad you finally found your voice... it takes such courage and strength to speak out. You are so strong! I pray your story finds its way to those who need to read it.

arby
arby

I have written this before and I will write it again every time it needs to be said. You are 100% not guilty for what was done to you. The man who raped you is 100% guilty for what he did to you. There is not one point in this story that you consented to what you described. It was just the opposite. You said “no.” I am very sorry to read of what happened. I am very happy for you. You regained your voice. You spoke up. Well done.

Lizzie
Lizzie

You're the winner Jenn, you should be very proud of yourself for telling your story :)

Heather
Heather

Thank you so much for speaking out. It's so terribly sad that so many of us thought we didn't have a voice because we had given them they okay before. It still doesn't make it right, and I'm so proud that you have come to realize that!

La Primera
La Primera

And never be silenced again! Thank you for sharing. May you feel freedom and power in letting it out to the world.

ChurchPunkMom
ChurchPunkMom

Your power is obvious in your words. What happened to you was wrong and was not your fault. Thank you for sharing your story.

Jennifer
Jennifer

Thank you so much for speaking out. I am proud of you.

Kate
Kate

Thank you for sharing about this. Yes, we have to help other girls so they have a bag of resources in case something like this happens to them. It's the not knowing what to do that's hard.

Eileen
Eileen

And the truth shall set you free...

Thank you for trusting us. Thank you for speaking your truth.
Many blessings to you.

Aunt Becky
Aunt Becky

You are so strong for sharing. Thank you so much.

Jen
Jen

Thank you for sharing your story. Hopefully, it will show young girls what can happen and prevent it from happening. You are very strong.

Mary Jo
Mary Jo

Thank you for sharing, I hope that your story and mine (Dec 31) will help young girls to realize what can happen. And help other women realize they are not alone.

ljpock
ljpock

Thank-you for sharing. I can't imagine how scary and confusing that would have been given your prior relationship, and at the age of 16.

Good for you for finding a way to break-free!

Jean
Jean

Thanks for telling your story.

Lu masmom
Lu masmom

Jenn I am so sorry you had to endure this. I know what it feels like too. I am so proud of you for cutting those reins. Much love and support to you, you are so brave. xo

Cat
Cat

Thank you for speaking out!

Jerseygirl89
Jerseygirl89

Thank you for telling your story. You are brave and wonderful.

nic @mybottlesup
nic @mybottlesup

oh my lady... *sobbing* you know i know your story all too well.

dammit i'm so proud of you for speaking out.

congrats my dear friend. congratulations on your survivorship.

Rachel
Rachel

Thanks for sharing your story, I'm sure it will help many others.

Ellie
Ellie

Thank you for sharing this. Thank you for your bravery. I know your words will help others.

This happened to my best friend when we were still teenagers. She spent years thinking somehow it was her fault, and she carries anger and sadness about it to this day. Your words will help someone else find the strength to speak up, stand up for themselves.

Thank you.

-Ellie

amber
amber

It's hard to know what to do at 16...I speak from experience. I'm sorry this happened to you - and congratulations on finding the courage to speak out.

Melissa Wardy
Melissa Wardy

Your attacked didn't get the best of you.

The best of you is being seen today.

Brava to your strength and your voice.

Becky
Becky

It was so brave of you to share your story. and so important to many other women out there who feel silenced by theirs. You should be SO proud of yourself! I am.

Marla
Marla

Thank you for sharing your story. I'm sure it will teach some other girl and help her to avoid this.

Mr Lady
Mr Lady

Every time a woman finds her voice, an angel gets its wings.

I am proud of you today.

pamela ~ the dayton time
pamela ~ the dayton time

My story is similar... I shared it last May. Congrats for breaking the chains that held you. You are power.

Michelle
Michelle

Thanks for sharing this.

I too was in a similar situation with a guy that I trusted and had consented to before. What I didn't know at 17 was that even though I had consented in the past, it's STILL rape if it's forced. I was naive and scared at 17 and I never went to the police with it. I still wish I would have.

Jaded16
Jaded16

Thank you for your story and your courage. I know this means a lot to many 16 year olds. I know it means a lot to me. You're more courageous than you think.

Good Luck ahead.

~ Jaded16

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