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I came very close to crying after reading this. The body does remember, in some ways more vividly than the mind. Take a care with yourself, and keep those loving people around you.
Nothing has moved me quite like this has. This line: "Here oh here is my heart" moved me to tears. So often I have literally clutched and clawed at my own chest, truly feeling like my heart is literally aching from the emotion of it all.
Thank you so much for sharing this.
"I know it's not mine to make right but let me try."
I love that, It's how my husband is and it helps so much.
girl, you didn't just find your voice--you found out youre a rockstar! such strength and beauty you are an amazing Goddess of Light.
This was so painful and so beautiful to read. I'm so sorry for what you've been through. But I'm so glad you found your voice.
This is me, looking at the monitor as if I didn't just read what I read. Knowing in many ways that of which you write. Getting the familiarity of those "triggers" and glancing and counting my own injuries both visible and not as I read through yours.
It sounds like you already know that it gets better. Keep that stored in your head, too. So that you can say,"This is me being beyond that, vanquishing those demons, and being loved, really loved."
Peace and happiness girl. You deserve both in abundance. Find them.
Your strength and clarity are beautiful. I am so sorry for what you've gone through and so grateful that you are here to share your story of survival.
It must mean something that you are able to take such events and turn them into something to sadly beautiful. Thank you for sharing this part of yourself with us.
RT @MaggieDammit: (but don't forget to read @jettsuperior 's incredible post at VU today: http://violenceunsilenced.com/jett/ )
Your words are beautiful and haunting and lovely and horrifying all at once. Thank you for your bravery in writing.
as said before...
you've taken something horrifying and turned it into something of beauty.
thank you for sharing.
thank you for you.
Heart wrenching beautiful. Our bodies remember the marks, the path of objects and the fist that was said to be love, like a melancholy symphony of pain. Then the voice resounds in the telling in melodic release. Nothing compares to the beauty of the survivors spirit revealed at last.
Thank you dear sweet soul, for sharing. (Hugs)Indigo
Wow. Another online friend I've emailed with and read for several months, and then I read something like this and can only sit agape.
But glad to see how strong you are now.
What a picture you painted with your words. Like so many others have said, a beautiful, powerful, response to a tragedy. You are a phoenix.
I'm so sosrry you had to go through that but you have come through much stronger. Your words are absolutely beautiful for something so atrocious.
Your words will haunt my heart for a long, long time . . .
I hope that more will soon be penned and pinned upon the plaid.
I have goosebumps. I felt your emotion with every word. I'm at a loss for words for you except that you show incredible strength in what you have written.
In addition to being brave & intelligent & strong, you are an incredible writer.
I'm so sorry for what you went through.
It feels wrong to say that that was beautiful, but it was. You have an incredible voice in your writing. And even more amazing is the beauty and grace of your strength. You are not a victim. Thank you for telling your story and showing that we don't have to live the rest of our lives in the shadows of our pasts. That collar bones, hands, ribs, noses aside, hearts are what matter, and hearts do heal.
@FiveStarFriday Gotta nominate @JettSuperior's heartbreaker http://bit.ly/2CDWlB. Plus @goatandtater's superb http://bit.ly/E6GKg
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I'm so glad you made it out. What a rotten person.
Ever since I started reading here, I never accuse anyone of acting like an animal any more. Well, maybe my little brothers, hehe. But the point is, animals are so much better than some humans. How did that happen?
I defy you not to be moved: @JettSuperior tells her story at #violenceunsilenced http://bit.ly/2CDWlB
100% Yes! RT @theGoatandTater Webster fucked up the definition for Bravery. Here's the proper definition: @jettsuperior http://bit.ly/2CDWlB
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Thank you for surviving, for speaking out........
May the rest of your life wrap you in love and compassion, may the arms of the Mother surround you with joy.......
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