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And it's thanks to a new dear friend of mine (that I met at BlogHer) that I am inspired to dust off my half-finished autobiography. The one I haven't touched in nearly a decade. The one that is still waiting for Chapter 13 to be finished, where I go into detail about some of my teenage abuse. I'm all about the funny, and there's no cracking jokes about that shit. Trust me, I've tried, PRAVACHOL FOR SALE.

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It's time.

And I'm very thankful for a few people pointing this site out to me. Because clearly, it's "time" for a lot of you. That's a good thing.

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