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Dear Katie, Thank you for sharing your story here. I am grateful for your courage and determination. You are truly a survivor. I pray that God blesses you as you continue to heal.
Katie, you are so brave to have left. Keep fighting! Hang on to the support system you have in place. My prayers are with you. God bless you!!
Katie, You have a good head on your shoulders and good support in place. I am so proud to see you standing up for yourself and letting him experience some consequences. The "I'm in counseling, I want to save our r/s" line is intended to manipulate you back into the cycle of abuse...I am so glad you can see that you have a right to choose safety no matter what he does or doesn't do. Stay strong and thank you for telling your truth.
Katie, your story brought me to tears, but I'm so happy that you listened to the counselor and left your abuser. You're in my prayers for continued strength and a chance at a happy life.
God, Katie, What you have survived and lived through and been strong enough to share here. I hope your future holds the safety and security you seek and deserve. Your body is so quick to heal, I hope your heart can start the same.
Hello, Katie. Been there. You're an amazing human being and you're not alone. We are all here. Omaa has a point. Stay strong. Stay focused on what it is front of you, one small step. That's how you got here :) You made it this far, ok? Small steps. And we are here.
It's terrifying to have someone who's supposed to love you treat you like this. I applaud you for getting out and for sticking with it, as awful as it is. I hope there are better things ahead for you.
Wow, you are AMAZING - so strong and brave and such an inspiration. You make me feel stronger and braver just by reading your words. Stick to what you know is the truth and know that we are behind you 100%. It will get better, you are changing it, and when you get discouraged remember that you deserve freedom and happiness and there are people out here who absolutely believe you will get it. PS I'm guessing his attempts at "reconciliation", anger management, etc. are all for show. But you probably already figured that out ;).
You are a living testimony and your pain and tears were not in vain. you are a hero and inspiration. Thank you for your courage and determination.
I want you to know that the main takeaway from this post is HOW VERY CLEAR you are!! This is a major victory in and of itself, and if you ever have doubts sneak back in, come back and read this piece to reconnect to your strength and your certainty. You are strong. You are wise. You are on the right path. We are all here to witness your strength and to send you hugs and blessings and all best wishes that the rest of your years be as calm as these years have been terrifying.
DO NOT LOOK BACK. EVER. I once had a police officer laugh at me when I asked her if she'd ever heard of someone getting better after abusing a spouse. She said they go to same house multiple times and she's never seen anyone change. I have had multiple counselors tell me the same. When people tell you "Love can conquer all things," you need to remember that THIS situation is not LOVE it is control. YOU are brave and beautiful and you will get through this but it will be difficult. You have to detox your entire being from false messages of love. I have had to completely rewire how I thought of relationships and it is not easy to over ride brain programming - especially when it is so subconscious. Your story sounds similar to mine and many others! YOU will win. Stay strong and lean on the good people you've recently come in contact with. They will walk with you. I will walk with you.
Katie, I'm so sorry that you went through this. I am glad that you survived, that you got out, and that you shared your story here. Thank you.
Wishing you peace and healing, now and in the future.