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Dr. Lisa Turner is the author of I loved a paedophile: the seduction, abduction and liberation of a life

www.recoverfromabuse.com.

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This is a powerful story, one that resonates with many of us, I'm sure. Thank you for sharing it.

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What an incredible posting. I loved one of my abusers as a girl of nine, ten, eleven, and absolutely believed that he loved me, that we were in love, right up until the point where I experienced a (planned) betrayal so massive that it led to a total nervous breakdown at the age of twelve. I've never seen anyone write anything like what you've written here. Thank you so, so much!!!! I can't tell you what it means to me to see this. I too believe with all my heart that I can be whole and happy and healthy and free - a difficult belief to maintain when the entire world, including other survivors, tells you it's impossible, a life sentence, and something you're doomed to repeat ad infinitem. Fortunately I found a therapist who agrees with me, and knows how to make it happen, and I'm better than I even hoped I could be. But I've felt very alone. Your post changes that. I'm very grateful, and very admiring of your strength and resilience. 

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