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Thank you for being brave and sharing your story. I'm so glad you were able to escape this abusive relationship when you did. It was not your choice to be lured into a false relationship, to be lied to. It was not your choice to be raised in a home where no one gave you the kind of information that helps keep young women safe. Although, of course, no amount of information can keep anyone completely safe. There are lying, conniving perpetrators out there and we're all vulnerable, men women and children.

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