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I still am trying to make sense of all of this and still have those 'blocked' memories surfacing and still fight to NOT to let him have the control over me, online buying LUNESTA. Is LUNESTA safe, I am a woman now, a mother, LUNESTA pics, LUNESTA forum, a wife and I will not let him have control over my emotions. Not after 30 years. It's my time. I've forgiven him but will not forget and will not ever let my guard down when I'm around him. He still can make me nauseated by thinking of him.
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