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I think you just opened up something in my brain that had been stuck shut for a very long time, and I'm equal parts grateful and a little bit afraid (but not as much as I could be.) I don't know enough to say I understand, but I feel enough right now to know I can relate.

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I hate when I recognize people's names on this site!

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Thank you so much for sharing. Your strength and your survival are inspiring.

Your story is exceptional because of your courage to share it and to no longer be afraid. God how I envy you. From the moment I started reading this, your words soaked into my heart and soul. How I wish that I had your courage to tell my story that is so similar. Oh sure I've share vague bits and peices of this and that but just thinking about telling my story with all the ugly shit and all, scares the shit out of me. I am glad that your no longer afraid. When I read those words, I cried. You have a beautiful voice and I hope that you keep on telling your story. Thank you!

I just found this blog recently and think it is so wonderful to have a safe place like this for people to express their voice. Maybe some day I will have the courage to find my voice and tell it my story.

So heartbreaking and beautiful all at once. I'm glad you're going to share and thank you for doing so.

This is brilliant- thank you.

I don't know what to say. You're a brilliant writer, do you know that? Even though this story is almost unbearably sad for me to read, I am so glad you shared it and I hope you continue.

The story may or may not be "exceptional". In all likelihod, it is tragically common. But the way you've written it, the imagery, is more than exceptional. If I could capture images half this vivid with my camera, I'd consider a career change.

You've clearly come a long, long way to get to this point. A long, tortuously painful way to begin to crack open the shell that surrounds you and... your brother? Yes, brother. If not by blood, then certainly by shared experience.

And now that you've begun, can it be very much longer before you go the rest of the way? When that time comes, I hope you'll favor us with the sequel to this masterpiece. But regardless, know that you have friends here, and that collectively or individually we will be here as you find your way free. To help, to guide, or simply to listen. We will be here.

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