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Dear Natalie - This story makes me angry. I'm so sorry this has happened to you. I see you as an amazingly courageous person! I wish I had half of your determination to move forward despite everything pushing you back. I wish you could see how successful you already are. I pray for your recovery and a feeling of freedom from your past.
Thank you so, so much for posting this. You have no idea how many people you're going to help by telling what happened to you. I'm so sorry - you never, ever should've been subjected to any of that and when you told you should have been comforted, nurtured and protected. I know I don't know you, but I sense something really beautiful in your spirit. There's a purpose, a meaning to your life. Your husband and daughter are so lucky to have you. Don't give up. It DOES get better, even if it takes a while to find the path. The best part is yet to come, but you'll get there. I feel really strongly that I'm right about that :).
I read many stories here, but yours hit me really hard. I cannot say how sorry I am that this happened to you. Life is hard enough in general some days, and I have never had to tolerate anything this terrifying and abusive. To have the courage to get up every day and face the world, and the respect for yourself to want to get better, so much that you are working so hard for it? That is a triumph, the most awesome thing. I am so glad that you are keeping at it, although it must be frustrating to feel it moving slowly.
I'm glad that you have a place to share your story and the ability to write the words down, even. I hope you know what a monumental act of courage and progress that is. May the world continue to open up to you in healing and supportive ways. You truly deserve it.
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Secondly, I hear the fatigue in your words. You've been through so much. You've carried this for so long.
We can't fix it or change the past. Let us carry it with you.
My heart is sick that you had to go through this and the reaction you got from your parents. None of this was your fault. You are worthy! You stay in counseling and never forget how important you are.
Sending love...
Natalie, you are stronger than you know. You survived your brother's abuse and the failure of your parents and teachers to protect you, and have forged a new life for yourself. It takes a long, long time to process such trauma through therapy, but I know you will someday reach a point where you feel happy and whole again. Sending you love and best wishes.
Every story here gets me right to the bone. But this one really hurt. Not your fault. So much of this story I can relate to, although my abuser was my dad. I am 40 and I struggle every single day. My emotions are a wreck and I feel the same way you do about counseling. I feel like it goes nowhere.
Natalie, I'm so sorry you had to endure such abuse. I don't want to be negative but so many people try to be strong for you. I mean yes, we are survivors and that is suppose to make us strong but I don't feel strong. I feel very weak. I really, truly hope you find your happy place and that you're struggling one day ends and you have learned how to deal with all the emotions that come with abuse. Kudos to you for getting this far.
Keep up the hope...........
“Hope is not pretending that troubles don't exist. It is the trust that they will not last forever, that hurts will be healed and difficulties overcome. It is faith that a source of strength and renewal lies within to lead us through the dark into the sunshine." ~ Elizabeth A. Chase
You are amazing, and I know for my own history that you will continue to get better every year. Counseling is a great tool even when progress is complex to measure, and you deserve good people to talk to. Thank you for sharing your story, you are a triumph, and I'm cheering you on toward every happiness ahead for you.
Hope is such a great start, Natalie. I can't imagine the level of pain you must have endured and continue to endure. Please know that, no matter what, you are loved, remembering that it doesn't come from a place or source outside of you, but within you. I believe in YOU. I mean, just look at the ridiculous amount of strength you have! You're a survivor, and now it's time to thrive. You are a gladiator! I think the best way to heal is to help others heal. You're doing just that. Thank you for making this world a better place, seriously. Thank you.
Natalie, this post breaks my heart. I am so terribly sorry that this happened to you. No little girl should ever have to go through that, and no teenage girl should ever be so abandoned by her family.
I am glad that you have found the strength to go to counseling and to share your story here. I can hear the courage in your voice here, whether you know it or not.
More than anything, I wish you the peace you should have had when you were younger, and the healing to carry you into and through the future. I'm saying a prayer for you. Hang on to your hope. Wishing happiness for you and your husband and daughter.
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Wow can I relate to a lot of what she described as I'm struggling today not to slip into depression, unfortunately depression is winning right now....I will be sure to post her something. So proud of all that do find the strength and courage to share and use their words and voice to no longer keep the 'secret"
Thank you for your supportive comment on Natalie's post! It's so hard to speak out, and it's vital that when survivors do so we let them know they are heard. Thank you for participating in the process, there is no site without the survivors and the commentators. You are the service you're thanking us for. :)
Commented! My gratitude to Natalie for sharing her story, and in so doing, making this world a better place. I'll say it again, this is a great service you're providing--a forum for survivors to share their voices.
Thank you so much for sharing. Hang onto that hope. You will continue to heal. You are loved and it was not your fault. You do not have to carry around the shame.
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