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Laura
Laura

Congratulations on raising such wonderful men.
Thank you for sharing your story and breaking the silence.

Chris
Chris

Thank you for sharing your story with us. Words of experience are so very powerful. Stay strong and stand firm.

Feste
Feste

I'm sure that this phrase will seem old to me, but i mean it every time...

I can't imagine your situation. Not nearly as vividly enough to say I can ever understand what you went through.

I'm thankful that you've escaped, that you have the courage to speak out, and that your sons seem to be marvelous men...

Best wishes, always.

Me
Me

I am glad it wasn't you. I am sorry for your cousin. What a great job you did with your boys. How proud you must be that they will NEVER turn out to be like their father.

Reagan
Reagan

I hope you and your sons can heal and be happy.

FreedomFirst
FreedomFirst

What jumps out of this to me is that your boys stood up for you when they got old enough. You obviously raised them right in spite of all you were going through, and I have the utmost respect for you for that. God bless you.

Eaton Bennett
Eaton Bennett

Out of that horrid mess you boys have become men, strong and protective and loving...you must be one heck of a mom!

Eaton.

Chrissy
Chrissy

So thankful you have your sons, so sorry you had to go through this. Your strength to share is wonderful.

Lex
Lex

Thank you for having the courage to share. I'm so sorry you went through this.

Anissa@Hope4Peyton
Anissa@Hope4Peyton

I'm sorry this happened to you. I'm thankful for you that your boys helped you find the strength to push him out of your lives. I hope you feel their love every day.

jodifur
jodifur

Thank you for sharing your story. I'm so sorry this happened to you.

Fran
Fran

What a blessing that you are willing to step out and share your encouraging words! Thank you!

Rachael
Rachael

I am so glad that you were able to get out. Thank you for sharing your story, hopefully it will give someone else the strength to get out before it's too late.

Wife and Mommy
Wife and Mommy

I am so, so glad you got out.
I am so, so proud of your boys.

Withheld
Withheld

Pam, thank you for being brave enough to share your story. Hopefully, it can save another woman's life.

Vic
Vic

You are truly lucky to have some amazing sons who were there to stand up for you.

Rachel K
Rachel K

Thanks for telling your story. I am glad that your boys stepped in and helped you before it was too late. What a horrible situation to be in.

Kat
Kat

Glad that you finally got out, and so sorry for all you went through. Thanks for being brave enough to share your story, it matters.

Emily R
Emily R

what beautiful boys you raised

Pami
Pami

thanks to you all for your kind words, abuse is a horrible thing and no women deserves it or man but it happens everyday. I am proud of my sons they will break the cycle and show there so called dad what a real man should be like. Please if your in any situation get out remember abuse starts with the small things like isolation and the gets so much worse, get out and save your life. I hope another women never has to go thru what I did or anyone I know who survived or didnt, as well as all the brave people telling there story on here its a very hard thing to do. Just remember there is always someone out there wiling to listen and help you get out alive. If I helped one person bringing up these horrible memories is worth it I have been out 4 years now. thaks for reading and commenting, Pamela

Emma Douglas
Emma Douglas

Thank you for sharing your story. And thank you for putting two more good men into the world. Your strength is so clear... thank you.

Nicole
Nicole

So glad you escaped with your life. Clearly, you did a good job with those boys! It's nice to have someone on your side and by your side when you're going through what you did.

Very sorry about your cousin. Kudos to you for speaking out. Your words may resonate with someone who very much needs to hear them.

tiff
tiff

Congratulations on finding YOUR Life again, and congratulations to your sons for knowing right from wrong. You must be so proud!

Joy
Joy

Thank you for sharing your story with us. I have chills on my body for how scared you must have been and I have tears in my eyes for how proud I am that you are so strong and you survived! Your voice will help others survive too.

My last thought is I just want to hug those beautiful boys of yours. It's terrible that they had to go through all that but maybe one day they will be teachers of survival too.

Hugs to all!

jen
jen

that someone should die at the hands of someone who (claimed) to love them makes me nauseous.

I am glad you got away, glad your sons are there for you., and glad you shared your story.

Much love to you.

mandy
mandy

Thank you for sharing and I'm glad your boys were there for you.

Lillian
Lillian

Thank you for having the courage to share your story.

Ashlie- Mommycosm
Ashlie- Mommycosm

Oh, dear God, I'm so glad you got out. You've raised good boys.

Now, go write that book. I'm sure it will be very cathartic.

Thank you for sharing your story.

Sunny
Sunny

Thank you for sharing your story. What wonderful sons you have!

Screwed Up Texan
Screwed Up Texan

Thank you Pam for sharing your story. It takes someone brave to tell their story. I am glad you have the courage to do that. It feels good to be a survivor.

Jill
Jill

I have the chills right now. Thank you for sharing your story. And I'm glad your boys supported you, but I hope you are all getting counseling because that's a lot for two kids to deal with!

Karen Sugarpants
Karen Sugarpants

Thank you so much Pam, for sharing your story. Thank goodness you raised your boys to be the men they are. You must be very proud of them. :)

pamela
pamela

Thank you for sharing your story. You made a difference today!

Elisa
Elisa

This is truly horrifying. I am so sorry about your cousin, and what you had to go through! I am really happy for you that you were able to get out of it - bless your sons!!

jen
jen

What a blessing to have two strong sons who love you. I am glad you survived and can now help others by sharing your story.

Mojo
Mojo

So many of your words jump off the page for me. "Control". "Alone". "Escalation". They echo so many stories just like yours. The cycle of violence, remorse, forgiveness... They're always sorry afterward aren't they?

But as much as it grieves me to hear this story, it fills me with hope to hear how it turned out. For you and for your sons. They've broken the cycle.

And now, with your story -- which I guarantee is a mirror of many others -- you might have broken it for another family, or dozens or even hundreds of others.

So thank you, for all those who have no voice, thank you for speaking up. For telling those others "You are not alone."

But Why Mommy
But Why Mommy

Thank you for sharing your story. I hope that last line will help many others in a similar situation.

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