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Judes
Judes

God Love you
you are a very brave young lady xx

pooja
pooja

Dear Samantha,
God bless you, your strength and bravery are an inspiration. God is always by your side every step of the way. Continue being strong and stick with the help and healing you are getting. I LOVE YOU

Jenna
Jenna

You are an amazing woman. Never forget this. I am praying for you at this very moment and will continue to do so. I hope against all hope that you are still getting help and healing.

Karishma
Karishma

oh god. oh my god. i cannot even fathom. you are such an amazing survivor, to be able to being rebuilding your life after going through so much. please, please continue to get the help that you need, samantha.

Traci
Traci

Dear Samantha,
Reading your story has had a physical effect on me as well as an emotional one. It tears me up to hear such horrible things you have endured since such a tender age. No one deserves any of this, no child deserves to be failed like you have. You deserved so much more, so much better, you deserved to be nurtured, cared for and guided to flourish in this life. I am devostated you were not given the life that you deserve. BUT I am amazed at your ability to start changing your path and flourish despite the way you have been failed by others.
It brings me hope and joy that you have come so far so quickly and I wish you all the very best in your healing. May you find peace and happiness xo

Sara
Sara

Samantha,

You are worthy of so much good! You are a survivor because you know this. I hope the voices of love and hope and the cheers of goodness will overtake any negativity you hear. I urge you to continue to speak up when you feel comfortable enough to do so. Your story is powerful. You are powerful!

Hannah
Hannah

I have no idea what to say to you, as I can't stop picturing my baby sister who is your age. I am so proud that at your young age you have managed to overcome so much. I hope and pray that you continue to get stronger every day.

SArah
SArah

Oh my word. I pray for you, and Abby. Thank God you got out alive.I will continue to pray for you. I am SO SO SO sorry this had to happen to you being a child. May the grace of the Lord Jesus Christ be with you.

Isa:53:5 b- By His stripes we are healed

much love

Manisha
Manisha

I have no words to express myself.....Just want to say you are special....your life is precious and NEVER....NEVER EVER GIVE UP.....I understand your life has gone though a mental and physical trauma...but be positive and never tolerate injustice...just don't allow anybody to do bad with you....fight for yourself...Give a direction to your life...don't let people use you.....I love you sister....you are a just 16......long way to go....Your life has to be beautiful.....Always trust God and not people...

Arby
Arby

ODAT. Keep your recovery strong!

MommaKiss
MommaKiss

Continued strength to you, Samantha. So much to have experienced in such a short time. Peace!

Kimberly
Kimberly

(((((((Samantha)))))))

I wish it could be more than a ((((hug)))). I wish your heart to heal. I wish that you didn't have to endure this pain. But most of all I wish for you HOPE, LOVE and PEACE!

Know that you are loved through this community. I've felt it and now, its here for you. Embrace it and get your strength from it. WE are survivors. YOU are a survivor. Stay strong!!!!!

Jenn
Jenn

You. Are. Amazing. I too, am in tears. I am so proud of you for overcoming so much, so young. I will never forget you or your story.

Coco
Coco

Samantha - I have been away from this site for a while, but something made me click over here today.

Know that you are a special, beautiful SURVIVOR and I am so happy you have found a good family and people to help you as you heal and recover. I am holding you in my heart, dear one, and I wish for a wonderful, bright future for you. You deserve everything good.

Much Light,
Coco

P.S. I will be thinking of you as you search for Abby as well. I hope you find each ohter again.

Robin G
Robin G

I have spent many years trying to understand why people hurt each other. I can't. I don't understand the anger and hatred that I see in those who do. I spent a lot of time soul searching and praying. In what I believe was a message from God to my soul I was told that I will never understand that kind of emotion because it's not a part of me. I don't need to try to understand it. I need to acknowledge that it exists for my own safety, but that's it. There is enough darkness brought into my life by those around me. I can choose not to include it in my own personal makeup.

I only share this because I heard the same in your voice. You will never understand this violence because it isn't part of who you are. And that's okay.

God bless you in your recovery. Way to survive!

Anita
Anita

I am amazed at your strength, courage and confidence, and congratulate you for your success at being drug-free. You deserve so much more from life, and I sincerely hope that your new family is able to give you everything you need and deserve. I wish I could give you a hug.

Kate
Kate

Oh sweetie angel. I'm so sorry these bad things have happened to you. Keep on your right path and, believe it or not, someday these events will be a distant memory. It's true, you will barely be able to remember how much pain you were in. Be true to yourself, be good to yourself. You will always be someone who cares, someone who has compassion, because you've been there. That's the good that will come of it. And we do heal and are able to put it behind us.

Annie
Annie

I cant imagine how much pain a 16 year old had to go through... I have no words.. but just prayers that the God Almighty will protect you and keep you safe in your life's journey ahead!!

Joy
Joy

You ARE a survivor, and your strength is inspiring. Thank you for sharing your story, and I wish you well on your journey.

Kathy
Kathy

I'm so happy you've found help and support, but I wish I could erase the horrible experiences you've suffered through. Everyone here is rooting for you that you continue on this healing path. God bless you.

muskrat
muskrat

I hate this story. I wish that I could make it go away, like these words will go away after I submit this comment and go on to another website.

I hope you are realizing what happened 5 years ago wasn't your fault, and it was awful, but it doesn't have to shape the rest of your life. It doesn't have to make you hurt yourself to cover the hurt others inflicted. Please keep talking to a qualified counselor. Keep writing/journaling.

And most importantly, please keep hoping.

Quin Browne
Quin Browne

You inspire me to be a better person, because you are an amazing one.

Suebob
Suebob

Thank you for telling your story, even though it hurt me to read it. It was a gift to me because it reminds me to treat people gently because I never know what they have been through. The people who don't smile, the people who have a look of deep sadness in their eyes, the people who won't engage when I try to reach out...they have their reasons. You reminded me to take a moment, take a breath and to realize that it isn't about me - to consider what they NEED, not what I want to give them.

I am so glad you are getting help. I believe in you. You sound like you have incredible intellect and depth. I believe that no matter what happens to us, no matter how hurt our minds and bodies are, that our spirits are perfect and untouchable. I wish you well on your journey.

Patti
Patti

Samantha, as I read this, I wished that I could have gone back in time and save you from the horror. I am so very sorry you had to go through all this, but I celebrate the fact that you're clean and that you have the strength to move on.

I know that each day will find you closer to the successful, happy and peaceful life you deserve and, for what it's worth from a stranger, I am so very, VERY proud of you!

Carolyn Hastie
Carolyn Hastie

Samantha, you are extraordinary and awesome! I'm in awe of your clarity and compassion. You have been treated so cruelly, so inhumanely. Those who should have cared for you have betrayed you and hurt your body. That behaviour is beyond comprehension. Yet, you are so wise, so strong and your spirit is whole, immense and present. I'm so grateful that you shared your story and told how abysmally people can act towards defenceless, innocent children. That information needs to 'out' so everyone can be aware and come together to say that behaviour is totally, utterly wrong and disgraceful. Your words and the feelings I get when I read them let me know that even though at times, you may struggle because of what has happened to you, you have an amazing vibrant inner sense of self that will make a huge difference to our world for the better of humanity. May your life and influence be as fabulous as I suspect you will. <3

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Godiva

I think you know, but there's something inside you that's superior to your circumstances. Something in you helped you rise, and it's going to keep pulling you up and out of all this. Thank you for sharing your story.

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Sunny

Congrats on staying clean and getting a handle on your new life. Thank you so much for sharing your story.

Rachel
Rachel

I am so sorry that you have had to endure all you have and that those who were meant to be looking after you failed to do so. Yet i am also so very happy that you have sought help. Congratulations on your 3 months clean - your new life starts here *hugs*

Mary Y.
Mary Y.

Samantha,

A wise therapist once told me that "once you make the decision to truly heal everything you need will be there for you". I wasn't sure I believed her especially when I started remembering. But...looking back I can see she was right. And it is true for you!

Healing is hard work. It's is not for the weak of heart. You, Samantha, by reaching out, by sharing your story, by facing your drug addiction, by getting help...have already shown how strong you are. Hang on to that knowledge when the going gets tough. You are strong! Never doubt it.

I am so glad you have started the journey of healing while still so young. You give me hope for true change by choosing to do so. Know that there are many of us rooting for you, praying for you, sending love to you.

Thank you!

Another Suburban Mom
Another Suburban Mom

I am so glad that you are making your way through this. Every day you survive clean you win and your abusers lose. You are a brave woman and I hope that you find love, peace and joy going forward.

I also pray that you can reunite with Abby.

Olivia
Olivia

I hope the world for you! I want you to know that you can do anything and I believe in you 100%. You are very strong. I will think positive thoughts for your future. And I believe you will be reunited with Abby one day, hopefully soon:)
I wish you peace and love in your life. ~

Lo
Lo

You GO GIRL!!!
you are a survivor
you are beautiful and strong and i am so glad you are getting the help and support you need to take your life BACK:)

Sunday Stilwell
Sunday Stilwell

I was so saddened to hear of yet another story of a sweet little girl taken advantage of by opportunity and circumstance and pure evil personified.

However, I am thankful to hear she has found a place of mercy and the loving grace of God. I pray her heavenly father can help heal her of the wounds her earthly father laid upon her.

flutter
flutter

I am so proud of the work you are doing and your lion's heart. YOU ARE a survivor but you will do so much more than just survive, You will thrive.

Viki
Viki

You are so young but you've had to grow up fast. I'm sorry for what's happened to you but never give up. You ARE a survivor and always remember that. You were so smart at your age to reach our for help. I admire you tremendously.

nic @mybottlesup
nic @mybottlesup

i have read this post repeatedly today. i have shared my own story on here. i have read and commented and sent support and thought repeatedly of all of these amazing, AMAZING survivors.

and after reading your story, samantha, knowing you were so willing to speak out immediately, i find myself simply in awe of you and immense strength.

i wish you continued healing through your survivorship.

yes, you are a survivor.

Erin
Erin

Oh, my heart. You brave, beautiful girl. I hope and pray you find Abby and continue to find the strength within yourself, far greater than many your age have, far greater than many TWICE your age have.

Lessons in Life and Light
Lessons in Life and Light

Samantha,

I've been reading this blog for a long time and have never commented. While every story is special and sacred, I prefer to sit back quietly and just read.

Until now.

What I want more than anything at this very moment is to wrap you in my arms and tell you how sorry I am that you didn't have a better childhood. I am so very sorry. I am so glad to know you're seeking help and hope that every day gets a little bit better for you. Please feel free to come over and chat with me at my blog anytime. While I can't relate to anything you've gone through, I can always be your friend.

-B

Caren D
Caren D

Samantha-

I am so sorry your life has been this way so far, and I am SO PROUD of you for changing it to be better. Your story is so sad, I am sorry so many authority figures have not only failed you, but betrayed you.

Big Hugs.

Krista
Krista

I hope you find Abby. I believe you will. XO.

Zoeyjane
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I'm so happy that life has changed for you, and that you can see light, after all of that darkness and evil. Thank you for sharing, and for updating your story, thank you for caring enough about yourself to change your life and congrats on three months, clean.

Eileen
Eileen

Samantha, thank you for sharing. What a special young lady you are. Even through your pain, I see such a tenderness. The fact that you endured so much and yet, can still attempt to reach out to those who hurt you with compassion. I hope you will grant yourself the same tenderness and compassion while you travel your path to your future.

I was blessed to have lived in a foster home filled with much love. It was my haven. I hope you have found a better home to be in and if not, just remember, there is a future out there... A future you have the control over. A future where you can create your own safe haven filled with love and peace.

You are a survivor. You will thrive.
(((u)))

Tessa
Tessa

I am so very glad that you decided to get help, that you have finally found a support system. No one should ever have to go through the things you've gone through, and at such a young age...I can only hope that my belief in karma is not misplaced and that all of those men with get what they are due at some point.

Thank you for telling your story. Thank you for getting help. And congratulations on being 3 months clean!

Miss Grace
Miss Grace

My heart breaks for you.

You are a survivor.

Mary
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Your update that you are a survivor made reading this horrific story worth it. I am so impressed with you - that someone so chronologically young can endure all the horror and still be alive to tell their story. You are amazing and strong and wonderful and an inspiration. Please don't try to kill yourself again. The world needs you.

Hugs.

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Oh honey - you did not deserve anything that happened to you. I am so sorry for those awful times. But you're still here, fighting, living, and are going to help someone with your story.
Thank you for being so brave. You are worth it.
Love to you.

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