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Vicki
Vicki

Thank you for sharing this story with others.  You are making an important difference.

JudeJanovsky
JudeJanovsky

@VUnSilenced #abuse there is lite at the end of the tunnel it takes time..i've been there..I healed, it can b done.

LauraMB
LauraMB

I am so sorry you were made to endure such a horific childhood. That is not how anyone should grow up, but through it all you have survived. You are moving forward day by day and your power, strength and determination will keep you moving.

You are stong and you did not deserve that. I am so glad you made it to the other side of that and good luck with coninuing on your road to healing.

Jackie
Jackie

Thank you so much for sharing this. I'm so sorry for what was done to you. As I was reading this I was thinking how strong and determined you are, such strength of character and integrity to fight that terror and control even when you knew the price you'd pay. He sounds like a vicious yet pathetic bully. Take good care of yourself. Wholeness is definitely within your grasp.

SarahPMiller
SarahPMiller

Sarah, you are worthwhile. You are good enough. You are valid. 

 

It's good to hear such strength in your voice. Thank you so much for sharing your story here.

lauriewrites
lauriewrites

Wishing you endless hope and reserves of strength to process this horrible treatment, and to live towards increasing wholeness. 

 

I also hope that there is always someone there to stack and move wood when it needs to be done, so you don't have to do it. 

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