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I am sincerely grateful for some great invisible kindness that’s at work in my life. I’m grateful, too, for this public place to tell my story and for you who hear me. Thank you.

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Jennifer

Thank you for sharing. So much of our thinking is shaped by our early years, and I'm so glad you're finding a way to re-shape those thoughts and break free from the bindings that held you. It is hard work but worth every effort. Enjoy your freedom.

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