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            But in a few questions
            you confirm my worst fear
            And I resist throwing up on your bedroom floor.

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            How can you justify that it was agreed upon by us both
            When you remember ever ongoing
            And I was told of it by the used condom still laying on you floor
Would you even had told me if I hand’t asked.
What gave you the idea
            That you could get away with this
            it was okay
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            my drunken state had no effect on my ability to consent
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            Right
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You did not ask to be raped
The only blame to attribute is to whomever defiled your sacred temple
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One in four
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Comments

4 comments
Deb Rox
Deb Rox

Your story is a deep and important truth about all too many women's lives. You deserved safety from your friend. May your strength lead you to ever more healing. Thank you for sharing your story here with us. 

Guest
Guest

I have NEVER read anything so honest, so raw, so RIGHT and so RELEVANT.  Thank you for sharing. This should be given to every person in school to read - early enough so that maybe, just maybe we can prevent one more person from suffering.

LauraMB
LauraMB

This is so well written! Absolutely amazing and very powerful. Thank you for this. I am so sorry for what you went through. No one deserves to be taken advantage of. No one deserves to be raped. Thank you for sharing your story and I wish you healing now and in the future.

thatsjackstoyou
thatsjackstoyou

Very, very powerful. Thank you for sharing it. So sorry for what you have endured. 

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