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March 18, 2010 | domestic violence, survivor story

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The officer gives me a ride back to the women’s shelter. The temporary orders issued by the judge give me the right to gather personal effects, but that doesn’t include my car.

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That was seven years ago. Today, because I walked away, my daughter and I are alive. Strong, well-adjusted and healthy, I’ve gone on to grow self-esteem, CLARINEX FOR SALE. Climbing mountains and kayaking rivers, exorcising my demons one.step.at.a.time and learning to love and trust again.

When the plywood palace of a carefully constructed dream burns to the ground, three things remain: faith, hope and love. The greatest of these is love.

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Traci

Thank you, what you have done here is amazing!! So many women reading this will find hope, strength and courage. You are an amazing women, an amazing mother xo

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I have been where you were and are............I applaud your bravery , I know how hard it was..........I hope you are @ peace now as I am. Thank you for writing your story, I walked through that house with you, your writing is powerful and real..I have long wanted to be able to tell my story, one I have never told..........perhaps with being able to read the stories here, I will someday be able to.............thank you for your courage. May you find blessings and happines.

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A warm hello to you Titanium.Thank you for visiting my blog, Image & Verse. I am pleased that you did. Please visit again soon... :-)

The first part of this post you wrote was gut wrenching to read. The honesty put a tear in my eye, and the situation you faced made me deeply sad, and very frustrated at the same time. Bravo to you for your strength and your courage to write this, and to rally your inner strength to walk away, survive, and to begin again to thrive -- bravo!

I have been divorced. When love turns inside out it can be ugly. But love does come again. I am now 22 years is a genuine, loving relationship with a very real woman. I send you great respect, and know that love will abide with you now and in the future -- and with your daughter.

Peace...
...rob

Staci

you were so brave to leave.

thank you for sharing.

Mitzi

Many congrats for your courage to walk away, sparing yourself and your daughter. You exhibited strength and courage that so many in your position for various reasons fail to act on until it is too late. I am so happy to read that you were able to make this choice for yourself and in doing so, did not rob your daughter of a life with her mom. It is difficult to go through what you have endured, and even more difficult to take a stand for yourself! There is a reason my blog is entitled Gentleness and Strength...You are a survivor, hold your head high! Hugs to you...~M

What a heart-breaking story! Thank you!

Marie

I've been there (recently) and I understand. The ending of your story gives me strength and hope. Thank you.

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You are amazing and I'm so glad you and your daughter have lived to see this day.

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Thank you so much for sharing. It's stories like this that let others in the same boat know that it WILL be better. That they WILL survive, and heal, and grow. I am going to let several women know about this website. They need to know!

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So proud of you and your strength, Titanium.

Thank you for sharing your story.

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Yea for that part of you that walked away. Yea for kayaking and telling those demons to stay away. Yea for being alive. Indeed, love is powerful....

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What a Strong, strong woman you are! Good for you for getting out! So many people that have never been in the same situation just don't understand why it's so hard to do that. And it's hard to describe it to them. It really takes a lot of strength, faith, and courage. As hard as it is to walk through such negative memories in your house, hopefully you look at it as "good riddance" as well and pat yourself on your back! Thank you for sharing!

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The things one leaves behind mean so much, but nothing at all compared to what we carry forward. Powerfully written, my friend. Thank you for sharing this small piece of your amazing story . . .

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Thank you for speaking out, I grieved as I experienced only a glimpse of the pain you shared through this article, and relate to your comment about exorcising those demons one step at a time. Then to see the conclusion that you reached, I was so moved. "Three things remain: faith, hope and love. The greatest of these is love."

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You had the courage to walk away, to start anew. You were brave. I commend you.

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That is true bravery.

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You did it! How wonderful you are!

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In the end we find... money, things, possessions, etc. cannot bring happiness or peace or love. So proud of you for stepping away, for taking your sweet baby with you, for making the best life possible for both of you.

Many blessings.

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I am so sorry this happened to you, but I am also thrilled that you got out. Congratulations!

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Thankyou for sharing your strength, and your heartache. xo

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Wow, it's difficult to believe that the strong individual that is you today was the woman in the story. Truly inspirational.

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Your strength is inspiring. May you and your daughter find much love.

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you are one of the strongest of the strong my dear! your daughter will look up to you! i am so glad you had the courage to not ever return to such a life!

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Thank you for sharing. I am truly happy that you and your daughter are alive and healthy.

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Beautiful. Powerful. Heart breaking. Thank you.

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I have known women who are so tied to the things that they dared not walk away, because they thought the only value in their home was their possessions. That's how very little they thought of themselves, how far they'd been torn down.

The walk away from what we once considered comfort is terribly hard. Good on you for being bold enough to carry the two most valuable things in that home --you and your daughter-- to safety. Thank you for building those things of comfort anew for the two of you. >:o)

Titanium

Thank you. Words have never seemed quite so inadequate as right now, as I try to find some, to express how much it means to have your friendship, your support, your companionship in this Life thing.

All these things
That come and go
Are handled best by Hope
That through storm and stillness
Somehow
The better Spirit leads
And from this,
Though we cannot know,
There is deposit for Good.
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If there's one thing I can leave with you today, it is this: you are More. We are More, together. Thank you for being here, for reading, for supporting- not just for me, but for every survivor.

For every soul who has lost their voice, has felt completely and utterly alone- there is a place to be Heard. To be understood. Thank you, Maggie. For making this possible.

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I've been wondering what the story was. I ache for what you went through, but I celebrate what you've become.

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It's like you took the words my heart has been afraid to speak and put them out there to let me know it's okay. I cried, because this past fall I was you ... except I didn't get to take my baby with me.

Things are better now, we have help, and we're trying.

Thank you thank you thank you for telling me it'll be okay no matter what.

Thank you. Words have never seemed quite so inadequate as right now, as I try to find some, to express how much it means to have your friendship, your support, your words and your companionship in this Life thing.

Life is Good.

-Ti

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