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I will close with one of my favorite quotes by Carl G. Jung:

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xxlylmousexx 6 pts

Vanessa your strength is admirable. I understand where you are coming from, Thank you for taking the time to share. Each time I hear the stories of abuse, it breaks my heart. Though it also gives me the strength to keep fighting for my sons freedom of abuse! Thank You

My heart goes out to you and I am so proud of you. As a mother of a daughter who was sexually abused at age 5, you have truly touched my heart. Parents, listen to your children. They are innocents and would not make this up. Children and older survivors of CSA, please, please, please - find someone to tell. The quote from Jung is perfection and I am going to post it in my home.  thank you for sharing your story.

FGHart 7 pts

Enough, is definitely enough! Vanessa, I'm so glad you've broken free from the abuse, you are breaking the cycle, you are healing, and helping others heal. Thank you for speaking out!

JuniperLimb 9 pts

Bravo, Vanessa! thank you for standing up and speaking out.

Redneck Mommy 10 pts

“I am not what happened to me, I am what I choose to become.”

I love this so much. I am so sorry you endured what you did, but I am so grateful you chose to share your story with us. Thank you for not being silent.

i'm so sorry for all you had to endure, but so proud of who you choose to become.

StacyMorrison 10 pts

Right on! i am so sorry for all you endured, but I am so amazed and thrilled that you have had such clarity to keep the poison of abuse from lingering within you. You are so right that it must come OUT and be TOLD for us all to know how prevalent it is, and for us all to welcome those who have been abused with open arms and love and admiration. You are amazing!

SarahPMiller 17 pts

Vanessa, you are amazing! I am so sorry for what you went through; no little girl should have to face that. You have shown here that you are not what happened to you but are choosing who you've become, and it's wonderful.

Thank you so much for sharing your story here, and for your courage and strength in refusing to stay quiet. Your voice matters!

Such a great post! No one is entitled to tell you, 'No, that wasn't abuse,' because you're the only one who knows what it did to you and how it felt. Nobody, nobody, nobody gets to judge. I'm so sorry for what happened. It's so terribly sad that your mom would have helped you if she'd known. That isn't always the case. That's the way it was for me as well. I'm so glad that evil bastard was removed from your life but I really wish it'd happened sooner. You have a strong, clear, beautiful voice and I'm glad you're able to use it this way. You rock.

Thank you so much for you openness, Vanessa. It is incredible what sharing our stories can do not only for us but for those who are still silent.

i used to struggle with the idea, too, that since i wasn't "penetrated" that my sexual abuse was somehow inconsequential. oh, the things we tell ourselves. i'm so glad you were liberated. and i guarantee this story helped someone. someone who needs validation that what they went through is not their fault. thank you so much for sharing.

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