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Aerin
Aerin

So sorry for your experiences. You are such a strong woman to have been able to stand up to him. Your daughter is lucky to have you as a role model. Prayers for a calm, peaceful life!

TwistedLisa
TwistedLisa

His attorney needs to be reported to the Bar Association in your state. Harassing a witness is unethical and in most jurisdictions A CRIME! She needs to be disbarred and never allowed to practice law again.

I'm glad you're healing...keep looking forward.

Danielle [Left of Lost]
Danielle [Left of Lost]

Oh, I am so glad you shared this. I am so glad you said that last sentence: " The balance of power has shifted and I’m finally the one who isn’t scared and that’s a nice place to be."
Bless you.

S.K.
S.K.

I'm so glad you were able to realize what he had done and confront him. Even if he never gets it, or apologizes, it is still important for you and every other woman/girl/child to know that such behavior is never okay, or without consequence. You are a hero.

Nicole
Nicole

Abuse does take nearly as many forms as it does abusers. It always sickens me how capable of denial so many abusers are. It's as if you weren't even there!

I'm sorry you had to go through this but kudos to you for being brave enough to stand up and fight for your half-sister. You're stronger than you know.

I hope you can make peace with this. It was not your fault and it shouldn't be allowed to take up space in your psyche!

Steph
Steph

Amy, I am so glad you could share this here. Hugs to you.

Steph

Marla
Marla

Thank you for sharing your story and helping to protect your little sister. That makes you a hero.

Judy-ann-katherine
Judy-ann-katherine

Amy,

You hit me hard when you mentioned taking love and trust and making it dirty.
Strength is in hanging up the phone, believing what violates you as a person, speaking out and helping others. You have hit home on your story. I pray for you to keep up your remarkable strength and courage. The power is yours!

Miss Grace
Miss Grace

Amy, thank you for sharing. You are truly strong.

Zoeyjane
Zoeyjane

I'm so proud of you, Amy. Thank you for sharing your story - I'm positive others will learn their own way to end their silence and shame from it.

Heather
Heather

Thank you so much for sharing this, Amy. Congratulations on finally feeling free!

Jennifer
Jennifer

Good for you! Thank you for being strong enough to speak out and protect your sister.

Emily R
Emily R

Thank you for being strong for your sister.

alejna
alejna

I'm so glad you stood up, and so glad you are telling this story. It is empowering.

Aunt Becky
Aunt Becky

You are an amazing woman. SO PROUD of you.

Alli Worthington
Alli Worthington

So proud of you for telling your story.

You will never know all the women you will strengthen by telling your truth.

So proud of you, my friend!

Judy
Judy

The power is yours! To clearly see abuse in the form you endure and speak out is what saving youself is all about. I have much admiration for you. Blessings!

Darryle
Darryle

Good for you---for being able to see abuse for what it is in any form it takes, and for using that knowledge to empower others. Thank u.

MommyNaniBooboo
MommyNaniBooboo

You are brave, and you are right, Amy.
Thank you for sharing your story.
I am sorry for what you had to endure.
And I am so glad the power is now yours.

S.K.
S.K.

That certainly is a good place to be, and I'm glad you've found it. I'm sure your sister will be a better person for the stand you took, even if she never fully realizes what you did. God bless you.

singlemama_cc
singlemama_cc

That was intense...thank you for sharing your story. I applaud your continuous courage and fierce fight now that you've found your voice. The balance of power has indeed shifted and you wear it very well m'lady!~

Ann's Rants
Ann's Rants

I'm so glad you found your voice and your power. You stopped the cycle.

Arby
Arby

"The balance of power has shifted and I’m finally the one who isn’t scared and that’s a nice place to be."

This is the finest line I've read on this website to date. Congratulations!

Nancy
Nancy

Amy -

Thank you for sharing your story. You are right to speak out. What your father did was wrong. I'm surprised that he's continued to reach out to you even after the legal battle. Good for you for standing up for yourself.

ShadowChaser
ShadowChaser

Big *hugs* to you, my friend. You did an amazing thing here. Thank you for sharing your story.

nic @mybottlesup
nic @mybottlesup

amy, thank you for sharing your story. i'm so empowered when i read of how others have truly embraced their own survivorship.

your story will empower others.

Michelle @ Mommy Loves Stilettos
Michelle @ Mommy Loves Stilettos

Thanks for sharing your story Amy. It's all too often that situations like this occur and it's brushed off like it's not abuse. Even though he never did anything physical to you, it's still ABUSE. We really need to create awareness because it's such a common thing.

TeacherMommy
TeacherMommy

Abuse takes so very many forms, but the damage it does stretches on for years. Bravo for having the courage to stand up to your father and protect your half-sister the way someone should have protected you.

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